
Sergeant45
Member
- Jun 11, 2025
- 36
Greetings,
I believe gruesome or ''scary'' methods are the result of societies* in which the most important thing is to live for whatever reasons, something no one ever asked for.
*Societies that fail to give all types of suicidal people a reason to stay and to protect them.
I don't think there is anyone out there who seriously woke up one day, and randomly picked to catch the bus by setting themselves on fire, hold through severe organ damage after poisoning done wrong, [insert more dignity-taking methods here], and so on. If there is, they are not the majority. Methods like these are usually result of forcefully bending everything ever to force people to live. Making dying as difficult as they can. ''So you might as well suffer if you make it'' (sarcasm off).
I wish I could die of something like SN, or quickly. Without turning an outsider's day to total shit and possibly trauma, there are enough traumatized people in this world already. I don't deserve to have to find a cure to my illness by smashing my head open from a long fall or blasting my face all over the place. Nobody does. Especially not because their region will never make up their mind on assisted ctb. However there will likely be no other options for me, unless I magically find someone with the tools to SN or firearms willing to pick up or fly in a total stranger for free, and I do not expect that. (Although, that would be a total delusional dream come true for me).
I do understand and hear why those safety precautions are in order, though. ''What if everyone just started to kill themselves?'' and ''suicide = bad''. I know that is what they are thinking. I understand, but a better question is, why so many people even would begin to kill themselves, if it were more accessible? That sounds like the factors of that problem lie elsewhere. And they need talked about... However that would totally blow up what this thread was really for, so I will do it another day.
Thank you if you've taken the time to read my venting post. This is something I think about often.
Regards
I believe gruesome or ''scary'' methods are the result of societies* in which the most important thing is to live for whatever reasons, something no one ever asked for.
*Societies that fail to give all types of suicidal people a reason to stay and to protect them.
I don't think there is anyone out there who seriously woke up one day, and randomly picked to catch the bus by setting themselves on fire, hold through severe organ damage after poisoning done wrong, [insert more dignity-taking methods here], and so on. If there is, they are not the majority. Methods like these are usually result of forcefully bending everything ever to force people to live. Making dying as difficult as they can. ''So you might as well suffer if you make it'' (sarcasm off).
I wish I could die of something like SN, or quickly. Without turning an outsider's day to total shit and possibly trauma, there are enough traumatized people in this world already. I don't deserve to have to find a cure to my illness by smashing my head open from a long fall or blasting my face all over the place. Nobody does. Especially not because their region will never make up their mind on assisted ctb. However there will likely be no other options for me, unless I magically find someone with the tools to SN or firearms willing to pick up or fly in a total stranger for free, and I do not expect that. (Although, that would be a total delusional dream come true for me).
I do understand and hear why those safety precautions are in order, though. ''What if everyone just started to kill themselves?'' and ''suicide = bad''. I know that is what they are thinking. I understand, but a better question is, why so many people even would begin to kill themselves, if it were more accessible? That sounds like the factors of that problem lie elsewhere. And they need talked about... However that would totally blow up what this thread was really for, so I will do it another day.
Thank you if you've taken the time to read my venting post. This is something I think about often.
Regards