Discussion Grief and the Holidays

[symphonyofthenight]

Today is especially bad for me. It's so tempting to take my SN right now. I just keep thinking over and over, on a loop, of who I should be celebrating Christmas with and instead, I'm alone
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How many others of you are experiencing this?

 

[WornOutLife]

Yes, this is my worst Christmas. My mother went crazy and my dad is as sad as me. The only positive thing is my dog: he's always the best.

Sorry you're alone. Well, at least you have us here! :)

 

[rabbithole]

Yeah, I'm grieving for the life I lost to a stupid unnecessary procedure I had. Bleh. I'm so sorry you're grieving on a day that should be spent celebrating. I hope you find some peaceful moments somehow.

 

[Doormat]

Today is especially bad for me. It's so tempting to take my SN right now. I just keep thinking over and over, on a loop, of who I should be celebrating Christmas with and instead, I'm alone
.

How many others of you are experiencing this?

If you are feeling lonely drop in on Twitter #joinin - might help you feel just a little bit more connected :)

 

[SmellyRat]

Yes, this is my worst Christmas. My mother went crazy and my dad is as sad as me. The only positive thing is my dog: he's always the best.

Sorry you're alone. Well, at least you have us here! :)

Same here.
My dog is the only thing i care about.
The rest of my family can go fuck themselves selfish bastards.

 

[Kruger]

Today is especially bad for me. It's so tempting to take my SN right now. I just keep thinking over and over, on a loop, of who I should be celebrating Christmas with and instead, I'm alone
.

How many others of you are experiencing this?

I've spent every Christmas and every birthday alone for the last 25 years or so. I hope this was my last Christmas, I don't plan.to see my next birthday.

Same here.
My dog is the only thing i care about.
The rest of my family can go fuck themselves selfish bastards.

It's my first Christmas without my pet, he was 18.5 years. So first xmas in almost 2 decades without him. I can't wait to die, I'm just so scared of actually doing it.

 

[ovaltinee99]

Hugs everyone. Sending love to all of you

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Sorry you feel the emptiness.

Yes. I'm sitting here alone. I miss my mum and dad, my family, my dog, my home.
I now live in a strange land, some whacked out dystopian, undiscovered country and I'm not that impressed. I was told the apocalypse would be zombies and shotguns so I planned accordingly. Instead it appears to be sitting on the sofa watching Netflix whist Rome burns in the background.

 

[SmellyRat]

It's my first Christmas without my pet, he was 18.5 years. So first xmas in almost 2 decades without him. I can't wait to die, I'm just so scared of actually doing it.

Yeah my jack russel called Barney died couple of years ago, and i was literally heartbroke after losing him.
I wasn't sad cause he died i was mainly sad cause he suffered from arthritis in his legs for years.
The vet gave him N.

 

[Sinkinshyp]

I'm so sorry you are grieving. I am right here with you OP, alone. Sitting in my room with my dogs remembering when my son was alive and my younger one was home. Wishing my family didn't live with me because I would down my SN right now... I know I can't keep existing the way I am. sending you hugs OP and everyone else that needs one we're here with you