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SCHOPENHAUERBITCH

SCHOPENHAUERBITCH

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Jan 30, 2026
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Here's a big ol' list of all the movies I love about these topics. Feel free to recommend more. They're really the best of the best. This is coming from a proper cinephile and I hand-picked these as the greatest of all time.
In bold are the very best.

1976 - Taxi Driver - Suicide/Loneliness
1985 - Mishima - Suicide

1989 - The Seventh Continent - Suicide
1993 - Sonatine - Suicide/Nihilism
1996 - Trainspotting - Suicide/Drug Addiction

1997 - The End of Evangelion - Suicide/Depression/Loneliness/Nihilism
2000 - Shiki Jitsu - Suicide/Depression/Loneliness/Recovery
2001 - The Piano Teacher - Suicide/Depression

2001 - Suicide Club - Suicide
2002 - Punch Drunk Love - Loneliness/Depression/Social Anxiety
2008 - Synecdoche New York - Loneliness/Depression
2009 - Mary and Max - Depression/Loneliness/Autism
2009 - Antichrist - Suicide/Depression/Greif

2013 - The Dirties - Suicide/Teenage Ostracization
2013 - i hate myself :) - Abusive relationship
2017 - First Reformed - Suicide
2020 - I'm Thinking of Ending Things - Suicide/Depression/Loneliness
2021 - Drive My Car - Depression - Greif
2023 - Beau is Afraid - Depression/Parental trauma
 
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avalon_

avalon_

not there yet
Jun 2, 2024
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Melancholia is a good one. Has been recommended before, but it's worth another mention.The first part of the film really resonted with me. The feeling of being alone while in company is captured so well here. Everyone being so ridiculously petty and selfish while there is a literal planet about to collide with the earth is such a great metaphor.
 
SCHOPENHAUERBITCH

SCHOPENHAUERBITCH

Recovery
Jan 30, 2026
11
Melancholia is a good one. Has been recommended before, but it's worth another mention.The first part of the film really resonted with me. The feeling of being alone while in company is captured so well here. Everyone being so ridiculously petty and selfish while there is a literal planet about to collide with the earth is such a great metaphor.
Lars von trier is the king of depression in movies. Melancholia is good but imo antichrist is better. Other miserable von trier films that i love are breaking the waves and dancer in the dark. Seriously dancer in the dark may be the most upsetting film of all time it WILL make you cry.
 
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trying ungracefully

trying ungracefully

Student
Jun 11, 2025
152
I liked on the count of three. It's more light hearted and about a pair of friends who decide to commit suicide together and want to go through a day of getting things done together. It was really good in my opinion
 
castlebravo

castlebravo

Member
Oct 9, 2022
33
"Control" which is about Joy Division's Ian Curtis. One of my favorites and interesting to me because of his illness and subsequent suicide.
 
violetforever

violetforever

Specialist
Dec 24, 2025
305
i love the piano teacher and your pfp. i often think if i let myself live to grow older i will end up like her character.