Grateful I had a nice childhood

[raindrops]

My mother was a decent mother. She cleaned, cooked, and worked. She managed to love all of her children with only some struggle because she was a single parent. Bills, bills, bills, yet we still had gifts and food and love and necessary attention.

A person I know is such a shit mother, yes I said it... Shit. She thinks of cannabis and cock before anything. Filthy degenerate living state too, mould growing on plates in the kitchen.
She has a reptile that's barely fed with no proper lamp to keep it warm. It's sad to see. Knowing these people exist is enough to make you want to die.
She says "I hate people" sorry what? You have a child, you have a purpose and still manage to live without purpose and find meaning in men & cannabis.
This person isn't depressed, this person has full understanding of her actions and rejoices in it. She'd rather sit online being promiscuous. Scum of the earth, not even the father wants anything to do with it.

I hope in some way the child finds peace in anyway possible. Could you imagine sitting on your ass all day with a life you've made only for it to see all of that degeneracy and carelessness. For it to watch you preach "I'm a support worker" (well she only holds a job down for 5 minutes because of her addiction seeking out men and attention)
Now that is truly sad. That is someone who should be brave enough to think about killing themselves but they are not, it would rather take pictures of it's disgusting body, brag about giving good blowjobs, smoke pot and sit indoors all day. It should be thinking about taking her daughter out, but nope. *May I add the child self harms. I shown concern for this. She shook it off like it was nothing. I think she'd rather the child become a literal mess mentally.

I want death more than anything, for a long time now but at least I can say I had a decent up bringing, good Christmases, home cooked meals, laughter. Not watching my mother be a useless slag. I hope she knows that she is tolerated, not loved. She is used not wanted. Whereas she puts up with her child, it is not love. I am grateful for my hardworking, loving mother.

 

[bankai]

Nice to see someone be appreciative of their mother. My mother's a good woman, too. I would've probably died without her long ago.

 

[raindrops]

Nice to see someone be appreciative of their mother. My mother's a good woman, too. I would've probably died without her long ago.

I'm glad she keeps you strong. Losing family is very difficult. My mother died, I accept it, doesn't make me cry. Someone once asked me why doesn't that make you cry? Acceptance. Memento mori. Although I have my grandmother, losing family is so painful I don't think I could stay around to see my grandmother die. It's not nice to deal with. Stay strong. *I had this skank friend who once asked am I jealous her mother is still alive ?! Like wtf. These people would crumble if their family was torn apart. I can't even feel jealousy so I'm certainly dead inside. I don't feel much since the loss of my mother

 

[bankai]

had this skank friend who once asked am I jealous her mother is still alive ?!

Pretty absurd. Imagine the inner monologue that must be going on in her head before she actually decides to ask this sort of thing.What a petty thing to be proud about.

 

[raindrops]

Pretty absurd. Imagine the inner monologue that must be going on in her head before she actually decides to ask this sort of thing.What a petty thing to be proud about.

You're right! Imagine. It hasn't dawned on me until now how disgusting she truly is. I never cared for what people do or say because I've said a lot of weird shit without meaning! Someone should surely make her question her life decisions. After all she barely sees her family.

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

This person isn't depressed, this person has full understanding of her actions and rejoices in it

That's the saddest part and most infuriating one at the same time, isn't it? It's sad because there are people like this who are alone and can never break that cycle unfortunately; but it's infuriating on the other hand because you got people like the person you describe who is responsible for giving someone the best life they can and she prioritizes a hedonistic lifestyle over the kid she chose to have without even batting an eye.

Like , I was thinking about and also saw what Bankai typed, there is no way that they don't have an inner monologue, maybe not everyday but once in a while?
For example Elon Musk, a similar piece of shit parent, after reading all the shit he got on the stream a month ago (TL;DR: people called him out for his bullshit) DIDN'T go to sleep thinking about it. And yet, nothing changes to them, they realise what they do , think about it and do nothing. Zero sympathy for people who are these way, truly the scum of the earth as you've described already.

For example, I am quite unkept in a way, I don't take care of myself but I'm not responsible for anyone's life, not even an animal, I do feed some stray cats but they are strays, they can get food from elsewhere and they do because they don't greet me daily ; so other than myself who I know I'm fucking up by neglecting my health, I'm fucking over nobody else and will never do it. No clue how you can go "Yes , I'm unstable, sometimes a piece of shit, incapable but let me have a child regardless"

 

[raindrops]

That's the saddest part and most infuriating one at the same time, isn't it? It's sad because there are people like this who are alone and can never break that cycle unfortunately; but it's infuriating on the other hand because you got people like the person you describe who is responsible for giving someone the best life they can and she prioritizes a hedonistic lifestyle over the kid she chose to have without even batting an eye.

Your username "what could have been" comes to mind. She could take her out for dinner, the cinema, buy her new clothes, basic prioritising but no! Her response is "I hate going outside". LIKE WHAT?! HELLO YOU HAVE A CHILD. She does not think about the life she has made and how it makes the child feel mentally. It's heartbreaking. That kid must want to fucking die. I've been around her many times while she has bragged in front of the kid about her own lovely childhood. My face the whole time ""
It's weird. I hope someone does something about it. It deserves to be ripped from her. Sitting about in the home she has because she had a kid! Like it's fucking hers.

Like , I was thinking about and also saw what Bankai typed, there is no way that they don't have an inner monologue, maybe not everyday but once in a while?

K.T.A I'll let you figure out what that means.

"Yes , I'm unstable, sometimes a piece of shit, incapable but let me have a child regardless"

KTA!!!!!!!

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

Krill them all? Sounds like a plan then!

 

[FoxSauce]

Wow that doesnt aound like a definition of mother more like roomates than anything. She sounds like a fucking degenerate.


I still dont understand why people decide to have a kid if their not gonna give it the love they deserve. Then later when their old and frail they want you took take care of them cuz : "I gave you so much. You should be thankful for rasing you."

I get that parenting is really hard but that doesn't snt excuse the fact that if a child has resenment towards you dont tell them that their ungreatful or guilt trip them just by that your harming them.


Wish i had a mom who I could talk with no judgement. For me my mom is a good peeson I wont deny that. But i basically not know many things about her. Anything can set her off. Then if you fall out of line she threatens you kick you out or call cps or idk hit you?

Anyways sorry about the ramble I despise people like that (OP's persons she knows mother)

 

[Griever]

My childhood made me the bad person I am today