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Susan Caswell
Specialist
- Feb 25, 2019
- 316
I have to find a way to peace i can stand a lot but not this deafening roaring hammering drilling hissing tinnitus and hyperacusis so bad i cant take my own voice anxiety of it crippling why wont it stop and let me get well on with my life that was just perfect why this me now had so much to do i never thought id have to consider taking my own life and ive tried to live with this but can you imagine jet plane roaring in you ears 3 years never stops i just want to be at peace now why isnt there one fatal pill i always thought there was is there such a thing a cyanide pill there must be something still terrified only option is jump but what if i dont die and crippled and still deafening tinnitus i was always so happy busy loving life this is cruel x