I knew something was up, and that it still couldnt be that easy to obtain given what its known for. The way they were making it seem is like you can buy just anywhere online and it'll work.
Once you've read a few SN threads you'll get a better picture of the procedure suggested to follow, should you ever manage to acquire any. It's nowhere near as straightforward as just stirring some powder into water, drinking it and going to sleep, sorry.
How did she even know what it was though? I know it's been in the media a bit, but not so much that everyone would've seen it or paid attention and known what it was? Sorry you are going through this, I hope everyone calms down. I understand how you must be feeling but definitely don't do anything impulsive.
I know there are some procedures beforehand and so, but at the same time it's very dangerous and no one should try to just "test" it by tasting a bit, to get an idea of how it might feel.
Thank you so much for your concern, things are settled now.
Thank you for your kind words, i feel better now. She didnt know what it was but was suspicious because she knows about my suicidal ideation and there literally was a huge red warning printed on the package. She only found out later what it was
