5417807
Dumb Dog
- Jan 11, 2023
- 76
after telling 3 different services (paramedics, A&E phyc and my main MH team) i want to ctb i got prescribed diazepam to help with impulsive behaviour but it just makes me think I'm one step closer to SN method.
Because I've bought things online before to CTB my financial ins and outs are being so heavily monitored by my husband so I can't buy anything £30+ or from any places but allowed sites/shops and I have to show what I bought irl too (this was backed by my MH team). Feel very stuck atm and I don't know how to get around this, they've thought of everything this time and it's feeling very hopeless
Because I've bought things online before to CTB my financial ins and outs are being so heavily monitored by my husband so I can't buy anything £30+ or from any places but allowed sites/shops and I have to show what I bought irl too (this was backed by my MH team). Feel very stuck atm and I don't know how to get around this, they've thought of everything this time and it's feeling very hopeless