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Trauma

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Aug 13, 2022
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I made a thread (deleted) asking some things about my method (amitriptyline/propranolol/chloroquine cocktail) and I want to thank those of you who replied. I decided to do it and I took the metoclopramide 13 minutes ago. I read I need to wait at least 40 minutes before taking the rest. I thought it would take me longer to crush the pills but it was fast. I've divided them into two cups of water of 100 ml each (to lessen the bitterness a little) and I decided not to put sugar or anything in it. I can deal with the taste, I dipped my finger in and it's extremely bitter but bearable, I'm sure I will be able to do it.

I said it before, but this is what I'm using:

24 g of propranolol (at least 8 g is recommended and that's the most that's been survived according to the books and reports I read).

5 g of amitriptyline (at least 8 g is recommended but I truly can't wait any more).

20 g of chloroquine (at least 11 g is recommended and I have 20 g).

I will drink the cup of chloroquine first and then the cup of amitriptyline and propranolol. It's already dissolved in the water so there's no backing out, nor do I want to. I was feeling confused before but I feel okay now. I'm sure about this and I'm not doing it impulsively. I've read a lot. I'm sure it will work. And I do hope it does.

I'm waiting 40 minutes for the metoclopramide and then I'll drink my cups and quickly turn my phone off. I will let you know about the taste, I would want to write until the end just so others can do this method too if they are sure it's going to work but I don't want to be found with this site open.

Anyway, thank you.
 
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SexyIncél

SexyIncél

🍭my lollipop brings the feminists to my candyshop
Aug 16, 2022
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Much love, Trauma! I'm sure all will be peaceful & beautiful very soon
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,273
Farewell. I wish you the best and I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.
 
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Trauma

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Aug 13, 2022
8
Much love, Trauma! I'm sure all will be peaceful & beautiful very soon
Thank you so much. I feel very sure now. I'm impatient for time to pass by quickly so I can do it. It feels right.
Farewell. I wish you the best and I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.
Thank you so much. I hope so too, for me and everyone else who wants to do this. It's hard to die, harder not to know how, it's unfair. I hope we can all get here someday.
 
Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
404
Hey Trauma, I know you're suffering horribly right now with anxiety. I hope you achieve the results you desire and can totally understand the feeling of having to make an exit. Hopefully I'll be joining you sooner than later. Wishing you a peaceful departure and landing 🙏
 
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Trauma

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Hey Trauma, I know you're suffering horribly right now with anxiety. I hope you achieve the results you desire and can totally understand the feeling of having to make an exit. Hopefully I'll be joining you sooner than later. Wishing you a peaceful departure and landing 🙏
Yes, I was feeling so disoriented but I had to choose. Minutes of pain (if there is any), discomfort and bitterness or more days, months and years of being alive and suffering. I chose the first.
 
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Aug 26, 2022
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Good luck on your journey and congratulations on making it this far into ctb
 
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İnilerim

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66
I wish you a peaceful and pain-free journey.
 
thebunny

thebunny

be what they fear.
Aug 19, 2022
227
sucks that it has to end this way. nevertheless, i wish you a peaceful journey ahead. see you on the other side 🫂
 
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Trauma

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Aug 13, 2022
8
sucks that it has to end this way. nevertheless, i wish you a peaceful journey ahead. see you on the other side 🫂
I've come to terms with the fact that this is how it was always going to end. I don't think I'd want to stay no matter what. It's too much.
 
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Nitrogen Master Race
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See you on the Other Side.
 
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Funeralprincess

Death never turned on me
May 8, 2022
433
I made a thread (deleted) asking some things about my method (amitriptyline/propranolol/chloroquine cocktail) and I want to thank those of you who replied. I decided to do it and I took the metoclopramide 13 minutes ago. I read I need to wait at least 40 minutes before taking the rest. I thought it would take me longer to crush the pills but it was fast. I've divided them into two cups of water of 100 ml each (to lessen the bitterness a little) and I decided not to put sugar or anything in it. I can deal with the taste, I dipped my finger in and it's extremely bitter but bearable, I'm sure I will be able to do it.

I said it before, but this is what I'm using:

24 g of propranolol (at least 8 g is recommended and that's the most that's been survived according to the books and reports I read).

5 g of amitriptyline (at least 8 g is recommended but I truly can't wait any more).

20 g of chloroquine (at least 11 g is recommended and I have 20 g).

I will drink the cup of chloroquine first and then the cup of amitriptyline and propranolol. It's already dissolved in the water so there's no backing out, nor do I want to. I was feeling confused before but I feel okay now. I'm sure about this and I'm not doing it impulsively. I've read a lot. I'm sure it will work. And I do hope it does.

I'm waiting 40 minutes for the metoclopramide and then I'll drink my cups and quickly turn my phone off. I will let you know about the taste, I would want to write until the end just so others can do this method too if they are sure it's going to work but I don't want to be found with this site open.

Anyway, thank you.

I wish you could write about it, but I wish you the best. I hope this goes safe and smooth for you and you find peace! You deserve peace and I too will choose to eventually turn off the lights
 
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Trauma

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Aug 13, 2022
8
It's time now. It's 12:16 p.m. as I write this line. I will drink now.

12:18 p.m. Drank, taste extremely bitter, bearable and done fast Will shut my phone off now and remain lying down Goodbye
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
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Peace be upon you
 
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evey8112

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Jan 25, 2021
84
Rest in Power Friend.
 
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6Judas6

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Feb 15, 2020
36
This is a life not worth living. I wish you a good trip
 
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tiny_dancer

tiny_dancer

Student
Aug 23, 2022
136
Wishing you well-deserved peace and rest xo
 
Finding Sirius

Finding Sirius

The brightest lights cast the darkest shadows
Aug 16, 2022
162
I hope you find freedom and peace.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,101
I hope you are free now. Rest in peace.
 
DreamSurfer

DreamSurfer

Beyond this reality the waves of peace await
Apr 8, 2022
110
I hope you have now found the embrace of peace and an end to your suffering. Fly free! Rest in peace.
 
Hiraeth Grimoire

Hiraeth Grimoire

Longing to answer the call of the Void
May 21, 2022
154
Best wishes fellow sufferer, may death receive you well, and bring you the long-awaited freedom we all desire so much.
 
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