Goodbye

[a_wolfegang]

Will be doing the SN method. I have not taken any anti-emetics, beta blockers or painkillers. I've done a 15 hour fast and will be doing 25g dissolved in 50ml luke warm water.
There is truly no hope for me. I've been severely depressed and suicidal since 2015 and nothing has changed. I don't want to end up some loser still living in his parents house when I'm 30 with no partner, no friends, no money. But most of all I just want the pain to end.
I don't want my account terminated immediately so please wait a month and if I don't post within that time frame then you will know I'm dead for sure. If I survive(God I hope not) I will come back and report my experience.

 

[Death is beautiful]

A peaceful transition to the other side, buddy

 

[needed_]

you're not alone, we're with you

 

[a_wolfegang]

Took sn 2 minutes ago. My heart is beating fast and my stomach hurts badly

 

[Death is beautiful]

Took sn 2 minutes ago. My heart is beating fast and my stomach hurts badly

We are here for you, keep us informed

 

[a_wolfegang]

The nausea is coming in waves. I feel like puking one second then I feel nothing the next
I fingers are numb

 

[Rayzieka]

The nausea is coming in waves. I feel like puking one second then I feel nothing the next
I fingers are numb

Sorry you're going through this. I hope you're in a comfy spot so you can lay down and leave peacefully

 

[a_wolfegang]

I feel weak

 

[Rayzieka]

get some rest <3

 

[Death is beautiful]

I feel weak

did you throw up?

 

[a_wolfegang]

Im i a lot of pain. This is not peacefil

 

[Rayzieka]

Oh gee....

 

[viniboi9]

we're with you mate

 

[aslank98]

I'm sorry this is happening to you friend you are not alone, I wish you peace and warmth. Pain is difficult but it won't last forever. Nothing lasts and we will all eventually join you soon

 

[Tarantula Girl]

I hope you have found the peace that you were looking for.

 

[liberty_222]

Im i a lot of pain. This is not peacefil

Take a painkiller...

 

[blueclover_.]

I hope you've found peace. See you on the other side.

I guess you guys now see why it is important to follow Stan's guide for obvious reasons.

 

[liberty_222]

I hope you've found peace. See you on the other side.

I guess you guys now see why it is important to follow Stan's guide for obvious reasons.

I feel bad for the people who can't access the necessary drugs...

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

I guess you guys now see why it is important to follow Stan's guide for obvious reasons.

Stomach started hurting after two min, don't think any drugs except for strong painkillers could've fixed that. Current theory is hidden ulcers or some other pre-existing stomach vulnerability. Stan only recommended AEs, IIRC, the rest was optional to him.

 

[blueclover_.]

I feel bad for the people who can't access the necessary drugs...

It took me months to finally get an antiemetic. It is cruel that society denies us an option of a peaceful and fail-proof exit. Reminds me of that news of an 83 year old woman who had to jump off her balcony because she couldn't get euthanasia.

 

[waitingforthehappy]

Oh my god. Is SN a good method then? I am looking for painless methods. Not familiar with SN, but am interested in N. But am worried that I will take N and it will hurt like hell. It's supposed to put you to sleep, i.e. the peaceful pill.

 

[blueclover_.]

Stomach started hurting after two min, don't think any drugs except for strong painkillers could've fixed that. Current theory is hidden ulcers or some other pre-existing stomach vulnerability. Stan only recommended AEs, IIRC, the rest was optional to him.

Benzos would've knocked him out a lot faster though. Propanolol also speeds up the whole process.

The SN method requires other drugs (newcomers, read Stan's Guide) to be peaceful, the SN itself is quite a raw and painful to people with low pain tolerance. Anxiety and SI also makes it a lot scarier and painful psychologically, so benzos is crucial imo for ppl with anxiety.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Benzos would knock him out a lot faster though.

Faster than two min to unconsciousness?

 

[watchhergarden]

Oh my god. Is SN a good method then? I am looking for painless methods. Not familiar with SN, but am interested in N. But am worried that I will take N and it will hurt like hell. It's supposed to put you to sleep, i.e. the peaceful pill.

I'm worried about the same.

Wishing OP peace, I hope the pain is gone.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Oh my god. Is SN a good method then?

Cheap, reliable, no crushing of the windpipe. It has risks of being painful or very painful but I don't think we really know who's going to end up with pain and who isn't. Guess that's why ppl are buying N.

 

[liberty_222]

A combination of benzos and propranolol would knock you out pretty fast.

 

[blueclover_.]

Faster than two min to unconsciousness?

Take the benzos earlier than SN

 

[Zaz]

Im i a lot of pain. This is not peacefil

this sounds bad I feel sorry for this bloke. RIP

 

[liberty_222]

Benzos would've knocked him out a lot faster though. Propanolol also speeds up the whole process.

The SN method requires other drugs (newcomers, read The Guide) to be peaceful, the SN itself is quite a raw and painful to people with low pain tolerance. Anxiety and SI also makes it a lot scarier and painful psychologically, so benzos is crucial imo for ppl with anxiety.

Beta blocker can help with anxiety so if someone can't get their hands on benzo i think beta blocker should suffice

 

[blueclover_.]

Beta blocker can help with anxiety so if someone can't get their hands on benzo i think beta blocker should suffice

Yeah and fyi Benadryl should work just fine too if you can't get benzos