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askmeifimatree

meow
Mar 20, 2025
47
We were on Primrose Hill. She was laying on the grass, head on my thigh. I would play with her hair and occasionally softly kiss her forehead. She said she could see her face in my eyes.
That was the most peaceful I have ever felt.

We don't talk anymore.

So anyway, goodbye.

25mg crushed lorazepam, 10mg zolpidem, 1000 paracetamol, 25mg SN mixed in orange fanta twice.
 
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geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
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goodbye, and good luck.
 
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peacefulexitplz

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May 23, 2026
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Good luck, goodbye, and I hope you find peace
 
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darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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love and peace to you my friend ❤️🕊️
 
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Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
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have a good journey. hope your soul get the rest its need and deserves.
 
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askmeifimatree

meow
Mar 20, 2025
47
I feel extremely sad. I wish I could be hugged.
The lorazepam and zolpidem are making me feel very sleepy. I'll drink in a bit. My body feels very weak. I haven't eaten in 3 days. I had some water here and there.
 
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