Goodbye

[lacrimosa]

So, I took a poison today and am going to die soon.

Told my mom.

On the way to the hospital.

Will not tell them what I took.

Will refuse treatment.

Will sign DNR

 

[IWishIWasAFlower]

Hope you dont have to suffer. Peace

 

[Randy Savage]

Good luck and best wishes.

 

[F@#$]

Best wishes

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell and I wish you the best, I hope you find the freedom you search for.

 

[cali22♡]

Hope you finally found the peace that you need

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you don't have to suffer. Good luck. I hope you find peace.

 

[lacrimosa]

Still at the hospital.

They are going to section me but it doesn't matter because I will not tell them what I took.

 

[MyTimeIsUp]

Pretty sure they can forcibly take your blood, and possibly test to see what toxins are there? I could be wrong, but good luck with that

Why would you tell your mum if you really want to die? I don't understand that. It doesn't sound like you do, because you know she'd call for help instantly - if she didn't she'd be a pretty awful mother.

Whatever happens, I hope you're ok

 

[iamgoddamnlost]

Pretty sure they can forcibly take your blood, and possibly test to see what toxins are there? I could be wrong, but good luck with that

Why would you tell your mum if you really want to die? I don't understand that. It doesn't sound like you do, because you know she'd call for help instantly - if she didn't she'd be a pretty awful mother.

Whatever happens, I hope you're ok

I agree. Perhaps you don't want to die perhaps you want to heal instead perhaps you were just trying to escape but still was in the hope that it all gets fine magically.

 

[lacrimosa]

I told her because I didn't want to die in her house. She wouldn't understand if I suddenly left the house as I am agoraphobic.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I hope you aren't in pain. I hope they treat you kindly.

 

[lacrimosa]

Yeah, they are treating me kindly... So far so good.

 

[Steff1337]

Hope your journey goes well, and you find the peace that you're looking for.

 

[bunny_brownie9]

do you mind me asking if it was sn you took

 

[Daryl72]

I'm dealing with Agoraphobia as well. I understand that.

 

[CantDoIt]

Hope you are getting the peace you deserve.

 

[whywere]

Safe travels and always around if anything changes.

Walter

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

I'm sorry but this is not a good plan, telling someone and then going to a hospital where they can run a toxicology screen? this won't work. you can't just sign a DNR either at the hospital especially if you are being sectioned. this won't work if suicide was your goal.

 

[sugarb]

do you mind me asking if it was sn you took

OP- probably best not to disclose what you took anywhere someone could find it on your phone

So, I took a poison today and am going to die soon.

Told my mom.

On the way to the hospital.

Will not tell them what I took.

Will refuse treatment.

Will sign DNR

Seems extremely risky, but I hope it works out.

 

[feelinggloomy]

Peace to you

 

[SleepingBliss]

I don't think the attempt was likely successful due to them being taken to the hospital, even with no idea what they took it is likely they will be put on oxygen and possibly even hooked up to a cellsaver, diagnostics are quite impressive and if there are any organ failures or raised things in the blood they will be able to back track and find the antidote

 

[CantDoIt]

I think it's possible the attempt here may have actually worked.

 

[etherealspring]

best of wishes, i hope you have a safe journey and find peace in the end

 

[wanttodie]

good luck

 

[RadiantNumber]

I hope you'll be happy there where you are now

 

[needthebus]

I think it's possible the attempt here may have actually worked.

it's hard to know because if it failed they are going to be hospitalized a long, long time

it would be nice if they lived, got hospitalized and found the right medication, and became happy

i still want everyone on this site to end up inexplicably living and happy, for everyone to have an unexpected surprise happy ending

but for people who are sad and don't want to be here, it's such a lonely process. some of us have tried to get better and are tired, i am also happy when people aren't in pain anymore. it's so nice to have a place where people don't threaten to lock me up or ask me risk questions before being willing to talk with me and just accept me for what i am

it was selfish for that person to connect to this site while in the hospital and use this site, it puts the site at risk. people hate the idea that people could prefer death over living some horrible life and direct their anger at the site and the people on it instead of realizing that the rules of society suck and nature is cruel at times and people should be able to leave if they are unhappy

 

[Lewliette]

Peace