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Ditto

Ditto

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Apr 26, 2024
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I'm not that motivated to keep talking so im just going to say it. I have stage 4 cancer and can't afford treatment, my life is ass, school is stressful, and my parents are shitty. I'm completely done. the last straw was my friend ctbing yesterday. I'm going through an emotional rollercoaster right now and I won't include all the details. For everyone i knew/know i love you so much and you all mean so much to me. you were all so sweet and i hope you guys have an amazing happy healthy and successful life. I really hope you get what you want in life. every time i talk to you guys i have a smile on my face (probably because im an immature idiot and my mental age is 2.) but I just feel relief this is happening and I hope you respect my decision. I love you all. :heart:

Big if i fail my attempt i will be coming back here and giving an update.


byebye
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

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Apr 25, 2023
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Goodbye, you suffered a lot and deserve to rest. Goodluck.
 
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Dliena

Dliena

๐š‚๐š‚ ๐™ผ๐šŽ๐š–๐š‹๐šŽ๐š› ๐™ฝ๐š˜. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
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Farewells dear! I hope you come to find the eternal peaceful bliss you truely deserve and desire from any more horrible misery pains out there.๐Ÿ–ค
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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I'm so sorry you suffered so much. Goodbye and good luck. I hope you find the peace and freedom you search for โค๏ธ
 
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Ironborn

Ironborn

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Jan 29, 2024
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Safe journey traveller.
 
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lita-lassi

lita-lassi

let me spell it out for you: go to hell
Sep 25, 2023
614
hope you find peace no matter what happens ๐Ÿ–ค
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you find peace and you don't have to suffer anymore! Good luck and safe travels!
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,654
The world is an unfair shit.
Good luck.
 
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DeletedAccount0864

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Dec 17, 2023
199
Godspeed, Ditto

May you find the peace you seek.
 
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thedevilwithin

thedevilwithin

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Oct 4, 2023
172
i hope you found the peace you long for.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,193
I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, farewell and best wishes.
 
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Dark Window

Forest Wanderer
Mar 12, 2024
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So sorry. I wish I could give you even a temporary period of bliss.

Are you going via sn?
 
Kurai

Kurai

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Jul 23, 2023
241
Good luck and farewell ๐Ÿ’œ
 
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glossble

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Apr 14, 2023
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I hope you're free and happy now ๐Ÿงก
 
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SexyIncรฉl

SexyIncรฉl

๐Ÿญmy lollipop brings the feminists to my candyshop
Aug 16, 2022
1,471
Good luck, Ditto. Hope you find freedom
 
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Ditto

Ditto

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Apr 26, 2024
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I'm not that motivated to keep talking so im just going to say it. I have stage 4 cancer and can't afford treatment, my life is ass, school is stressful, and my parents are shitty. I'm completely done. the last straw was my friend ctbing yesterday. I'm going through an emotional rollercoaster right now and I won't include all the details. For everyone i knew/know i love you so much and you all mean so much to me. you were all so sweet and i hope you guys have an amazing happy healthy and successful life. I really hope you get what you want in life. every time i talk to you guys i have a smile on my face (probably because im an immature idiot and my mental age is 2.) but I just feel relief this is happening and I hope you respect my decision. I love you all. :heart:

View attachment 138654 if i fail my attempt i will be coming back here and giving an update.


byebye
I failed.
 
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iloverachel

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I Am sorry you failed and are still trapped in this torturous world
I hope you find peace soon
 
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