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AliceinNeverland

AliceinNeverland

Soon to jump off this sinking ship...
Dec 14, 2023
50
I'm ctb tomorrow night using sn so I just want to post my goodbye thread early so that my remaining time can be used to settle down mentally and finalise on other things. I've been on this forum for a brief amount of time but it has been a pleasant experience talking to likeminded people and being free from judgement. I'm glad that I have the freedom to opt our of this life, it hasn't been an easy one. If you're reading this, I hope that you find something that makes your life worthwhile and beautiful. Mods, if there's no activity on this account after a week, please delete it. For anyone wondering, my actual name isn't Alice, it's Victoria. I just grew up liking the Alice in Wonderland story; I was drawn to the idea of escaping one's reality for a more mystical realm. Now I'm escaping my reality. I don't believe in an afterlife or reincarnation, and I'm fine with this being all there is. Thanks for having me, Sasu. Goodbye.❤️
 
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Next

Next

Member
Jul 13, 2023
98
Will your whishes become true.
 
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Reuthry

Reuthry

I just want a way out.
Dec 16, 2023
200
I hope you can find the peace you are looking for, wishing the best, good luck.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,888
Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Slow_Farewell

Slow_Farewell

Warlock
Dec 19, 2023
709
good luck on your journey, see you on the other side (if there is one)
 
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ropearoundatree

Experienced
Nov 9, 2023
212
Such a cool story! I respect you... :)
 
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Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2023
423
I wish you much peace.
 
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dggtscccvfd

Mage
Jun 1, 2023
563
I'm ctb tomorrow night using sn so I just want to post my goodbye thread early so that my remaining time can be used to settle down mentally and finalise on other things. I've been on this forum for a brief amount of time but it has been a pleasant experience talking to likeminded people and being free from judgement. I'm glad that I have the freedom to opt out of this life, it hasn't been an easy one. If you're reading this, I hope that you find something that makes your life worthwhile and beautiful. Mods, if there's no activity on this account after a week, please delete it. For anyone wondering, my actual name isn't Alice, it's Victoria. I just grew up liking the Alice in Wonderland story; I was drawn to the idea of escaping one's reality for a more mystical realm. Now I'm escaping my reality. I don't believe in an afterlife or reincarnation, and I'm fine with this being all there is. Thanks for having me, Sasu. Goodbye.❤️
How much SN are you taking?
 
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wobblycoatrack

wobblycoatrack

Member
Oct 5, 2023
30
I hope you find peace ❤️
 
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AliceinNeverland

AliceinNeverland

Soon to jump off this sinking ship...
Dec 14, 2023
50
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Tears in Rain

Tears in Rain

..............
Dec 12, 2023
858
Sorry it came to this Victoria, I wish you peace.
 
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leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
Nov 25, 2023
1,212
I like Alice in wonderland too. I hope everything goes as you imagined
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,209
I wish you all the best. I hope you find peace! Goodbye!
 
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AliceinNeverland

AliceinNeverland

Soon to jump off this sinking ship...
Dec 14, 2023
50
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Old Friend

Old Friend

Sleep well, Airstrip One.
Sep 24, 2023
477
Save travels and the very best of luck. I'll raise a glass.
 
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absolutelyyou

absolutelyyou

peaceful
Jul 26, 2023
168
Goodbye Victoria, I hope you find the freedom and peace you deserve in whatever you choose to do. I'm holding space for you in my heart :heart:
 
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hopelessgirl

hopelessgirl

Mage
Oct 12, 2021
550
Farwell <3 I love Alice as well and sn is also my method. I wish you safe travels <3
 
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Aim

Aim

🤍
Sep 12, 2023
945
Your thread was hard to read, but i wish you the best. And i am so sorry life didnt treat you well. I hope you will fiend the peace that you are looking for. lots of love and happiness your way <3
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,430
I wish you all the best. I hope you find peace.
 
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almaPerdida

almaPerdida

"Oh God, I’m so depressed." - Marvin
Nov 24, 2023
157
Good luck, wishing you the best and hoping you find peace. I am so sorry it has come to this, but i admire your strength.
 
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dreamingofrest

dreamingofrest

so, so tired
Nov 7, 2023
120
I'm hoping for the best for you, you seem like such a sweet soul <3
 
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Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
1,888
Peace forever to you.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

Person
Feb 28, 2023
1,530
I hope you find an end to your suffering, goodbye.
 
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notindanger

Experienced
Oct 7, 2023
223
I wish you so much luck and peace
 
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Readytogo246

Experienced
Jun 4, 2023
205
Blessings on your journey
 
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inaminute

Experienced
Dec 12, 2023
215
Peace be with you ❤️
 
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-Pain-

Member
Oct 14, 2023
47
I hope you find Peace Victoria , and if there's an afterlife i really hope you find Happiness 🫂
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,796
Now I'm escaping my reality. I don't believe in an afterlife or reincarnation, and I'm fine with this being all there is. Thanks for having me, Sasu. Goodbye.❤️
Hello Victoria, I'm sorry.
I don't know much about your story,
But now, may you have peaceful moment -
At last, you'll be free from your torment.

To your mum, you've written a message,
And there was love in every passage.
Wholeheartedly, we're rooting for you,
Whose care and kindness are always true.

May you attain peace you really need -
Victoria, I wish you Godspeed💙💛
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,225
Am sorry life brought you to this end Victoria. I wish your bus ride to be smooth and I hope you will finally be free and at peace ❤️
 
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