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Shyloss

Member
Nov 23, 2020
9
Hi guys,

This is such a wonderful place, it helped me find the ressources for ctb.


I tried once 3 yrs ago and the method was crap and my parents interrupted me and i was send to psych ward, awful experience although the meds helped me to cope and feel "not me".

I wrote all my goodbyes and i think you guys deserve one too, even if i was just transient here.

My two bottles of SN are ready and i will drink it tonight.

Will surely post after i drink

Thanks for all everyone, until we meet again as they dramatically say !
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,974
Please have a safe journey. We are here for you either way, go or stay. You are loved here!! Pleasant journeys in this world and the next.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,561
Bye shyloss, it was nice talking to you in the group and meeting you. I hope your journey is peaceful and painless. Good luck :heart::heart:
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
I hope your travels are peaceful and you find relief. I'm sorry life came down to this.
 
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Scooby-Doo

Scooby-Doo

Student
Oct 10, 2019
133
Hope you have a smooth and peaceful journey and rest well.
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Sorry to hear this OP if this is what you want wish you safe travels and godspeed :heart:
We are here to talk if needed
 
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Shyloss

Member
Nov 23, 2020
9
Just drank hope to go unconscious soon very salty like sea water dont feel the need to puke
 
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Sea Turtle

Sea Turtle

She/Her ✨ Achieving True Peace
Aug 12, 2020
346
Safe travels, Shyloss

I'm here if you need anything <3
 
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botanormal

botanormal

Mage
Nov 9, 2020
565
I hope you have safe travels and a comfortable journey, you deserve to get some peace after everything you have suffered through. Goodbye, and I'm sending you many hugs! :hug:
 
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ScorchedLifePolicy

Member
Nov 21, 2020
18
Hit me up fam
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
I hope you'll find peace. Safe travels! :heart: :heart: :hug:
 
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LastWhisper

LastWhisper

Who cares if I'm drunk?
Oct 29, 2019
227
Goodluck! Wish you eternal peace.
 
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Ragtime piano

Member
Jul 2, 2020
23
sorry you've reached this point of hopelessness. I've been there too and still have some of the letters I prepared .. but somehow none of my attempts took me all the way. If this not your time please know that it will get better and that I and others are here to talk to you .
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,155
:'(
:heart:
 
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Gnip

Gnip

Bill the Cat
Oct 10, 2020
621
Peace
 
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Disappointered

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2020
1,279
Wishing you eternal peace.
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
5a1b380f140000045450f472

Not been seen for hour hope OP has found peace they need
 
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Forgotten

Student
Aug 19, 2020
129
Goodbye and best of luck. Wishing you a quick and painless eternal rest.
 
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Brackenshire

Arcanist
Feb 23, 2020
467
Another star among the heavens
 
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Symbiote

Illuminated
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
Safe travels Shyloss! Hope you find the peace you were looking for.
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
797
Wishing you a peaceful journey
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,155
Lights a candle and sits beside you in spirit.
 
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Cakes

She/Her
Oct 25, 2020
362
We never spoke, but I am sorry you reached this stage.. I hope it was as painless as possible and you're at peace. Fly high :'(:heart:
 
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TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
Whether you go through with it or not, I hope you find peace in your heart.
 
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suicidal257

Member
Nov 24, 2020
52
Hope you have enough medicine to prevent vomiting. If you have, it should perfectly allow you to let go.
 
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stygal

meow
Oct 29, 2020
1,729
I'm so sorry you had to go @Shyloss
May you be in peace and hopefully got pain-free to your destination :heart:
 
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RedRed

Member
Oct 24, 2020
93
Good bye! We haven't spoken to each other or anything, but I wish for you a safe journey fam. :')
 
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lonerclown666

Mage
Dec 1, 2020
540
goodbye friend i will be with you in the other life very soon too
 
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awfullife

awfullife

Arcanist
Nov 16, 2019
435
Peace be with you shyloss...you've been set free.
 
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PeacefulDarkness

Member
Oct 5, 2020
41
Rest in peace, brother. See you on the other side.
 
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