Story Goodbye Thread

[allovernow]

Hello,

I am planning to take 20g of SN at 14:00 BST, a few minutes from now. I ask that my account remain active for at least 2 hours after that in case I am not successful.

I am not taking any anti-emetics, as they seem to all be out of stock locally and I don't want to delay this any more. I think there is a risk if I wait too long that I might change my mind.

My suicide note can be found here:

Wish me luck,

Victoria

 

[SNOB]

Best wishes to you.there is another day to give it a try doesn have to be now. Loves x

 

[2020wanderlust]

You are in my thoughts

 

[Emily123]

Sleep in peace

 

[ChoclateIsSweet]

Hope you get to where you want. <3

 

[WearyOfStruggling]

I'm so sorry life has led you to this point. May your passing be peaceful and painless.

 

[allovernow]

Took it 8 minutes ago, a little light headed, my heart is beating quickly. I have no nausea.

Taste was salty but not unbearable, brushing my teeth immediately after has helped.

 

[disabledandhopeless]

Good luck. Wishing you peace.

 

[Deleted member 14386]

Took it 8 minutes ago, a little light headed, my heart is beating quickly. I have no nausea.

Taste was salty but not unbearable, brushing my teeth immediately after has helped.

Thank you for the continued report, I am sure the SS community will find this invaluable.
I wish you peace

 

[K-O]

VICTORIA
I ALREADY LOVE AND RELATE TO YOU DEAR.
YOU ARE FREE! AND EXCEPTED HERE WITH US.
I WISH YOU ONLY PEACE.
X

 

[allovernow]

15 minutes, shaking a lot, no feelings of regret, I actually feel happy. I'm listening to meteora on repeat.

 

[Misery99]

Wish you find peace..

 

[allovernow]

I hope I got the dosage right. I still feel alert and awake

 

[Deleted member 14386]

15 minutes, shaking a lot, no feelings of regret, I actually feel happy. I'm listening to meteora on repeat.

Any nausea, burning, blue nails/lips etc?
edit: glad you are feeling happy

 

[2020wanderlust]

Thats a long time. I hope you are okay?

 

[allovernow]

Strugllinng to breathe or type, really shaking


This is the last update

 

[K-O]

 

[Misery99]

Strugllinng to breathe or type, really shaking


This is the last update

So sad

 

[rikamonie]

wishing you peace

 

[StuckAF]

So sad ..

 

[NekoNomNom]

I am both happy and sad at this. I wish I had your strength.

Rest easy, sweet, and be at peace.

 

[Deleted member 14386]

I am both happy and sad at this. I wish I had your strength.

Rest easy, sweet, and be at peace.

I always feel this way at goodbye posts.
It's been 14 mins since they've been online. OP, rest easy.

 

[idontwannadothisanym]

May you rest easy.

 

[Gladtogo]

So sad, only 19...I hope you've found some peace now

 

[idontwannadothisanym]

So sad, only 19...I hope you've found some peace now

you sound like Michael Caine

 

[Gladtogo]

you sound like Michael Caine

haha...maybe i am

 

[LonelySoul]

Ah you poor soul. I hope you have the peace you crave.

 

[Amnesty]

Hope you find peace

 

[Deleted member 1465]

 

[Brackenshire]

At peace