Unsure and Useless
Dreaming Endlessly, not Wanting to Wake Up
- Feb 7, 2023
- 599
Okay, so yeah. This is it. After 3 years of being on this site, I'm going to attempt to CTB today by FSH
You know, I imagined I'd have this super elaborate speech, but now that the day is here, I'm at a loss for words. Honestly, I just feel a growing hollowness in my chest, and my brain is slowing like a lot. Thoughts are coming in once per sometimes at this point. I haven't written it yet, but there will be a confirmation thread released approximately next week, affirming that "yep, I'm dead for real" (or I'm permanently brain damaged in the hospital)
The rest of this is gonna be word vomit, so forgive me. Right now, my mind is trying to think of places to let people know that I'm dead because, otherwise, they're going to be waiting for my account to post something
Thank you all for being here for me. You guys never judged me (or at least you never told me that lol) for what I felt. I hope that you all will get the peace you're all looking for. I'm going to miss you guys. I hope that this site never goes down. It has been a sanctuary (GET IT??!?1?!?!?!!?1?1) for me, and I believe it's a sanctuary for those who are persecuted for feeling the way they feel
(I'm super nervous writing this holy shit)
I don't know what else to say. See you guys on the other side, I guess?
Unsure and Useless, out
(EDIT: Damn, it didn't work. Oh well. It'll be it's own thread then...)
You know, I imagined I'd have this super elaborate speech, but now that the day is here, I'm at a loss for words. Honestly, I just feel a growing hollowness in my chest, and my brain is slowing like a lot. Thoughts are coming in once per sometimes at this point. I haven't written it yet, but there will be a confirmation thread released approximately next week, affirming that "yep, I'm dead for real" (or I'm permanently brain damaged in the hospital)
The rest of this is gonna be word vomit, so forgive me. Right now, my mind is trying to think of places to let people know that I'm dead because, otherwise, they're going to be waiting for my account to post something
Thank you all for being here for me. You guys never judged me (or at least you never told me that lol) for what I felt. I hope that you all will get the peace you're all looking for. I'm going to miss you guys. I hope that this site never goes down. It has been a sanctuary (GET IT??!?1?!?!?!!?1?1) for me, and I believe it's a sanctuary for those who are persecuted for feeling the way they feel
(I'm super nervous writing this holy shit)
I don't know what else to say. See you guys on the other side, I guess?
Unsure and Useless, out
(EDIT: Damn, it didn't work. Oh well. It'll be it's own thread then...)
