Goodbye thread: Taking SN in 9 hours.

[AgiliteBuster2k]

Thanks for the people in here that tried to make me feel better, and thank you also to the people who taught me how to do these procedures properly. As the title suggests, I'll be taking SN in 9 hours. AMA!

I would also thank all the people in the chat I've interacted with. I'm glad I could relate to some of you. Especially big thanks to @Shu , @Dot , @Imustbefree and all the others.

 

[LoveYoux]

Valhalla awaits x

 

[AgiliteBuster2k]

Valhalla awaits x

Thanks @LoveYoux , hope you escape everything that's weighting you down as well. Wishing the best for you.

 

[dirtnap]

Thanks for the people in here that tried to make me feel better, and thank you also to the people who taught me how to do these procedures properly. As the title suggests, I'll be taking SN in 9 hours. AMA!

I would also thank all the people in the chat I've interacted with. I'm glad I could relate to some of you. Especially big thanks to @Shu , @Dot , @Imustbefree and all the others.

Thanks for the people in here that tried to make me feel better, and thank you also to the people who taught me how to do these procedures properly. As the title suggests, I'll be taking SN in 9 hours. AMA!

I would also thank all the people in the chat I've interacted with. I'm glad I could relate to some of you. Especially big thanks to @Shu , @Dot , @Imustbefree and all the others.

Thanks for the people in here that tried to make me feel better, and thank you also to the people who taught me how to do these procedures properly. As the title suggests, I'll be taking SN in 9 hours. AMA!

I would also thank all the people in the chat I've interacted with. I'm glad I could relate to some of you. Especially big thanks to @Shu , @Dot , @Imustbefree and all the others.

 

[thelocalmoon]

I wish you the best. Godspeed.

 

[AgiliteBuster2k]

I wish you the best. Godspeed.

Thanks @thelocalmoon , hope you're doing good.

 

[Lost Magic]

 

[AgiliteBuster2k]

8 more hours, kinda anxious but it's set on my mind that I have to do this. Reliving all the happy times now.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. Life is just so cruel and unfair and it is sad how so much suffering exists. I hope that you find what you are looking for.

 

[Seeking_Peace]

Are you doing it at home or did you pick a special location?

 

[AgiliteBuster2k]

Are you doing it at home or did you pick a special location?

I'm doing it at home, but since now that you've mentioned it, it's got me thinking about what it would look like to my family members. Might postpone this and do it some other time camping on my own. We'll see though if I don't break down in the remaining hours

 

[September5th]

Happy and jealous of you XD!
Good journey, bro! You'll soon be free from this hell, if that's what you wish (never to late to rethink, of course). Good luck and we're here if you need to talk.

 

[CursedSoul]

i'l miss you son, but if you decide to do it or not, i'l always support you you are as brave as you are kind, take care

 

[Judy Garland]

I wish you a peaceful passing if this is what you are going to do. You're much braver than I for I am scared of what it's going to feel like, and if I'll be trapped in some hellish nightmare as my body dies. It might look like we're unconscious, but who knows what our consciousness is doing, and what we're in for. I feel like I'm on the beginning of the roller coaster from hell and it's the part where you are hearing the ticking, and clacking of the track as you go up that first hump. I know what's coming for me too, for I will be using this method soon, but I'm afraid of the whole process with consciousness.

 

[miserableforever]

I wish you a peaceful passing if this is what you are going to do. You're much braver than I for I am scared of what it's going to feel like, and if I'll be trapped in some hellish nightmare as my body dies. It might look like we're unconscious, but who knows what our consciousness is doing, and what we're in for. I feel like I'm on the beginning of the roller coaster from hell and it's the part where you are hearing the ticking, and clacking of the track as you go up that first hump. I know what's coming for me too, for I will be using this method soon, but I'm afraid of the whole process with consciousness.

Exactly my concerns.

 

[MsMaudlin]

Sending you love and strength for your journey ahead.

❤

 

[Silent.Tears]

I'm doing it at home, but since now that you've mentioned it, it's got me thinking about what it would look like to my family members. Might postpone this and do it some other time camping on my own. We'll see though if I don't break down in the remaining hours

Seems like a foolish question to ask but Are you alright? If you can postpone it, you might as well try to talk to anyone here on SS. Again ofcourse, idk what you are going through but I wish and hope the best for you. We are all with you, you are not alone.

 

[AgiliteBuster2k]

UPDATE: It didn't go as planned. Failed, puked out the first dose and passed out before getting to the second one. I'm at the hospital right now and luckily no psych ward. I might try this again soon but with better preparation. Thinking of faster and better ways.

 

[Cali101]

UPDATE: It didn't go as planned. Failed, puked out the first dose and passed out before getting to the second one. I'm at the hospital right now and luckily no psych ward. I might try this again soon but will better preparation. Thinking of faster and better ways.

How did you end up at the hospital? Someone find you passed out?

 

[AgiliteBuster2k]

How did you end up at the hospital? Someone find you passed out?

Yeah, I passed out on the floor before I can get to the second dose which I have in another room, I was out of there since I was puking on the toilet, as I was getting back to it I fainted and passed out.

 

[Cali101]

Yeah, I passed out on the floor before I can get to the second dose which I have in another room, I was out of there since I was puking on the toilet, as I was getting back to it I fainted and passed out.

Sorry to hear, I guess u have no idea how long until you were found? Seems like a lot of ppl that puke still pass if they arent found soon enough.

 

[Viafactorum]

Yeah, I passed out on the floor before I can get to the second dose which I have in another room, I was out of there since I was puking on the toilet, as I was getting back to it I fainted and passed out.

I'm guessing you didn't take the anti emetic?

 

[AgiliteBuster2k]

I'm guessing you didn't take the anti emetic?

I did take the AE's, 3 domperidones, but I guess that wasn't good enough so I'll try and find meto. If I can get my hands on N that would be much much better.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

UPDATE: It didn't go as planned. Failed, puked out the first dose and passed out before getting to the second one. I'm at the hospital right now and luckily no psych ward. I might try this again soon but will better preparation. Thinking of faster and better ways.

Sorry to hear you were unsuccessful. Seems weird to say. I am glad you are ok. You will have to be more careful now. Definitely hide your supplies.
Take care of yourself.

 

[Deleted member 31858]

I am very sorry that it did not happen as you wanted. but I'm glad to know you're okay. how do you feel? Do you know if it took a long time for them to find you?

 

[Lost in a Dream]

UPDATE: It didn't go as planned. Failed, puked out the first dose and passed out before getting to the second one. I'm at the hospital right now and luckily no psych ward. I might try this again soon but will better preparation. Thinking of faster and better ways.

You're lucky to have avoided going to the psych ward. I've been to one once and it's no fun being admitted.

Might postpone this and do it some other time camping on my own.

I know this was from an earlier post in this thread, but are you considering this idea? I'm thinking it would be a good idea for me, since it would lessen the chances of being found unconscious.

 

[AgiliteBuster2k]

I am very sorry that it did not happen as you wanted. but I'm glad to know you're okay. how do you feel? Do you know if it took a long time for them to find you?

I was unconscious for about 2 hours, on cyanosis but not too much sn to full ctb since I puked some of it out.. Rushed to the hospital and since it's near where I am they had no trouble fixing me right up. Kinda glad this happened because it makes me want to do it more to a secluded area.

I know this was from an earlier post in this
thread, but are you considering this idea? I'm thinking it would be a good idea for me, since it would lessen the chances of being found unconscious.

I'm considering it, yeah. But if I can get my hands on something that doesn't change the my corpse's appearance that much like N or Fent, I'd do it anywhere lol. My only concern about SN is me being a smurf, makes my death more demoralizing to people than it already is.

 

[Deleted member 31858]

I was unconscious for about 2 hours, on cyanosis but not too much sn to full ctb since I puked some of it out.. Rushed to the hospital and since it's near where I am they had no trouble fixing me right up. Kinda glad this happened because it makes me want to do it more to a secluded area.

It could be a good idea and I think the AE made you more nervous and you had to throw up because of the nerves. The good thing is that you can enjoy a little more fried chicken :) hugs

 

[LoveYoux]

Oh man I'm sorry to hear you're in hospital

 

[Dot]

I'm guessing you didn't take the anti emetic?

A.e ds nt ncssrly stp vomtng - jst hlps stmch 2 M-pty fastr

@AgiliteBuster2k am srry fr wht u wnt thrgh bt am slfshly gd 2 c u 'ok'