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rxrx877

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Dec 12, 2018
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I will be taking my dose of SN in about 12 hours. My plan is 20 grams of SN mixed with 100mL water with a small amount of coffee or soda on hand as a chaser in case the taste is unbearable. I am about to have my last meal then fast for 12 hours. About 45-60 minutes before, I will take 800mg Tagamet, 60mg Metoclopramide and 12mg Ondansetron. I will also take 40-60mg of valium about 1-1.5 hours prior to the SN.

If you don't hear from me after today, it's likely safe to assume my method was successful. Let's hope so.

If anyone has any suggestions or alterations I should make, please provide your advice. I am also open to the possibility of having a secondary method that I use at the same time if there's something I can acquire on short notice.

I haven't been a member here long, but have lurked suicide forums for a while now. Goodbye all, and best of luck with your plans.
 
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MsM3talGamer

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Nov 28, 2018
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Good luck. Have a safe and peaceful journey to the other side.
 
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tevati

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Sep 25, 2018
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Nice plan. Good luck. Maybe you take the pills already hours ago I readed that people use the tagmant for couple of days. I would take SN a hour later after the tagament and other stuff?
 
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15dec

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Dec 7, 2018
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Hope you find peace soon friend. Sending hugs
 
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rxrx877

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Dec 12, 2018
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Nice plan. Good luck. Maybe you take the pills already hours ago I readed that people use the tagmant for couple of days. I would take SN a hour later after the tagament and other stuff?

I've taken tagamet twice daily for past 2 days. I thought this isn't required and 800mg 1 hour before should do the trick though
 
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therhydler

therhydler

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Dec 7, 2018
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Good luck, I hope it will be quick and painless. We are with you
 
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NotWorthLiving

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Dec 8, 2018
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Good luck. It sounds like you have a well thought out plan. Peace be with you
 
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meowcat

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Aug 9, 2018
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Good Luck.
 
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cap

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Good luck mate
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
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Hope you find your peace.
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

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Nov 27, 2018
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Great plan rxrx877 :)
Too bad you didnt interact with us a little more before you go :)
Anyways I wish you a smooth ride on your way to the other 'peaceful' side.
 
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Moony21

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Nov 23, 2018
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Good luck!
 
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Sanguinius

Sanguinius

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Good luck. Hope you'll have a peaceful journey.
 
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gingerplum

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Nov 5, 2018
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If you wait an entire hour after taking the Valium, you'll pass out. Better to wait 15-20 min (maybe less, on an empty stomach) or until you just start to feel woozy.

You are well prepared. What you've planned sounds very peaceful. Godspeed.
 
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rxrx877

Member
Dec 12, 2018
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Well I fucked up and didn't get my Metoclopramide in time. I'm trying this with just Ondansetron and Tagamet which I am about to take. The survival instinct is real and strong, but I'm more worried that I'll vomit or end up calling for help. Sigh.
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

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Well I fucked up and didn't get my Metoclopramide in time. I'm trying this with just Ondansetron and Tagamet which I am about to take. The survival instinct is real and strong, but I'm more worried that I'll vomit or end up calling for help. Sigh.
I think you should abandon your attempt.
 
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Philip

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Oct 23, 2018
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Well I fucked up and didn't get my Metoclopramide in time. I'm trying this with just Ondansetron and Tagamet which I am about to take. The survival instinct is real and strong, but I'm more worried that I'll vomit or end up calling for help. Sigh.
Keep us updated
 
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iHeartRockArt

iHeartRockArt

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Sep 21, 2018
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Godspeed, I wish you a very peaceful journey.
 
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rxrx877

Member
Dec 12, 2018
9
20mg valium (5:00pm)
1000mg tagamet (5:10pm)
24mg zofran (5:20 pm)
30mg valium (5:45pm)
20mg valium (6:05pm)
20g SN in 100mL water at (6:10pm) (extra SN because I'm overweight)

Just took the SN. It's odorless, only tastes slightly salty.

I took extra Valium because I have a mild tolerance to benzos. Best of luck to everyone else here with their plans. If you don't hear from me it will be safe to assume this method worked. Hugs <3

Maybe I'll see you all on the other side.
 
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rxrx877

Member
Dec 12, 2018
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The SN was actually pretty hard to get down. I rinsed my mouth with coffee between sips and that helped a lot. Feeling mild headache now
 
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Philip

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Oct 23, 2018
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The SN was actually pretty hard to get down. I rinsed my mouth with coffee between sips and that helped a lot. Feeling mild headache now
Stomach ache?
 
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Lunaemoth

Lunaemoth

Member
Dec 14, 2018
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Rx has stopped replying in the chat. They said they had a headache, and their throat hurt a little fom the sn, and increased heartrate a little, possibly just from anxiety. They said no stomachache, nausea or vomiting. It's been about half an hour since they took the sn and ten minutes ish since they stopped replying...
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
I don't think he will post again.. Seems like SN kicks in pretty hard after 10 minutes.. I bet he wanted to keep us updated but couldn't..
 
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Lunaemoth

Lunaemoth

Member
Dec 14, 2018
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Yes, they asked us in the chat to update the thread if they couldn't. It does seem that rx has passed but we can't know for sure...
 
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Philip

Specialist
Oct 23, 2018
318
Hope they are at peace......
 
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iHeartRockArt

Wizard
Sep 21, 2018
608
I don't think he will post again.. Seems like SN kicks in pretty hard after 10 minutes.. I bet he wanted to keep us updated but couldn't..
I was thinking the same thing. I hope they're at peace. Second person I have seen go while in chat, assuming they've passed. Really kinda hits me hard every time. Hope they're at peace.
 
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ausboy96

ausboy96

Student
Nov 17, 2018
143
I didn't know you long, but I felt like we had a lot in common. Goodnight and may you rest easy.
 
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GhostedToast

GhostedToast

Wants to disappear
Sep 25, 2018
144
not sure if it worked for you but i hope you managed to find peace
 
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Kingkelly

Mage
Dec 3, 2018
532
Thank you for sharing your journey. Hope your at peace and everything went as planned. ❤️
 
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