[goodbye thread] sn without meto, benzo or any antiacid.

[notevenhere]

hi, sasu. been a long time coming. i will not take ibuprofen or paracetamol either since my liver and kindey already have issues and taking 1000mg would have bad side effects on my body before i even die.

i heard there's also side effects in meto and antiacids are not needed in the latest pph. my biggest regret is not having benzos. i used to have a stash (i have tourettes and cervical dystonia and rivotril helps with the tics and muscle spasm) but my mother threw it all away and disallowed me to drink anymore after my last attempt last year and i got admitted to a psych ward.

if i fail, I'll do my best to acquire meto this tuesday but my family has control of my meds so it'll take another week or two to stash them.

i'll have my last meal tonight at 8pm, go to sleep at midnight, then drink water after waking up before water fasting until the noon. when the family goes away to do their weekly grocery shopping, I'll prepare my SN drink.

I'll have 3 cups ready. i don't have a digital scale, either. everything feels so scuffed and unplanned but eh, story of my life.

i just wanted to provide an anecdote of someone who will drink sn without any of the items needed. and to see if i will succeed. again, if i do fail— I'll do another attempt two weeks from now with meto, hopefully.

i weight 48kg. I'll do 2 tablespoon in a 500mg cup. x 3

In your stomach there is something called gastric juices, one of the components of this juice is hydrochloric acid (HCL). When SN mixes with HCL, it converts to regular salt (NaCL). There isn't enough HCL in your stomach to convert all the recommended dose, but it will reduce it.

I'm not too confident in this method without the antiacid because I already have kidney issues and if the SN turns into regular salt that just means I'm drinking an ungodly amount of salt and it'll make me develop more kidney stones which fucking sucks. organ failure is the most painful way to go.

if i make it out tomorrow alive without suffering the consequences, I'll update this thread. that's about it, see you all tomorrow.

 

[Kalista]

this might be considered an impulsive attempt which can cause a higher chance of failing, but i still hope you leave just fine.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Sounds a bit impulsive. I'm sorry you have to go through this. I wish you all the best and I hope you find peace. Safe travels and good luck!

 

[rozeske]

If you can help it best to avoid an impulsive attempt, and atleast have a digital scale. I hope everything goes well for you. I wish you the best in finding your peace

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.

 

[lost_ange1]

All of it sounds a bit risky, but i wish you well and good luck! May you find your peace.

 

[justcallmeJ]

I hope you are sure about your plan, i hope you find peace and wish you the best <3

 

[_Minsk]

wishing you all the best, and don't forget its always ok to reconsider

 

[Mi Mi]

hi, sasu. been a long time coming. i will not take ibuprofen or paracetamol either since my liver and kindey already have issues and taking 1000mg would have bad side effects on my body before i even die.

i heard there's also side effects in meto and antiacids are not needed in the latest pph. my biggest regret is not having benzos. i used to have a stash (i have tourettes and cervical dystonia and rivotril helps with the tics and muscle spasm) but my mother threw it all away and disallowed me to drink anymore after my last attempt last year and i got admitted to a psych ward.

if i fail, I'll do my best to acquire meto this tuesday but my family has control of my meds so it'll take another week or two to stash them.

i'll have my last meal tonight at 8pm, go to sleep at midnight, then drink water after waking up before water fasting until the noon. when the family goes away to do their weekly grocery shopping, I'll prepare my SN drink.

I'll have 3 cups ready. i don't have a digital scale, either. everything feels so scuffed and unplanned but eh, story of my life.

i just wanted to provide an anecdote of someone who will drink sn without any of the items needed. and to see if i will succeed. again, if i do fail— I'll do another attempt two weeks from now with meto, hopefully.

i weight 48kg. I'll do 2 tablespoon in a 500mg cup. x 3



I'm not too confident in this method without the antiacid because I already have kidney issues and if the SN turns into regular salt that just means I'm drinking an ungodly amount of salt and it'll make me develop more kidney stones which fucking sucks. organ failure is the most painful way to go.

if i make it out tomorrow alive without suffering the consequences, I'll update this thread. that's about it, see you all tomorrow.

I've decided not to take anything either
I do wish you had a scale or a electronic measurement spoon
But as I do for me I'll do for you and be positive
Wish you a speedy painless transition
I'll eat a cupcakes in your honor
If you change your mind or just wait a little bit don't you worry about it
But right now love and light

 

[Kurai]

Wishing you peace and luck with your plans

 

[YosemiteGrrl]

hi, sasu. been a long time coming. i will not take ibuprofen or paracetamol either since my liver and kindey already have issues and taking 1000mg would have bad side effects on my body before i even die.

i heard there's also side effects in meto and antiacids are not needed in the latest pph. my biggest regret is not having benzos. i used to have a stash (i have tourettes and cervical dystonia and rivotril helps with the tics and muscle spasm) but my mother threw it all away and disallowed me to drink anymore after my last attempt last year and i got admitted to a psych ward.

if i fail, I'll do my best to acquire meto this tuesday but my family has control of my meds so it'll take another week or two to stash them.

i'll have my last meal tonight at 8pm, go to sleep at midnight, then drink water after waking up before water fasting until the noon. when the family goes away to do their weekly grocery shopping, I'll prepare my SN drink.

I'll have 3 cups ready. i don't have a digital scale, either. everything feels so scuffed and unplanned but eh, story of my life.

i just wanted to provide an anecdote of someone who will drink sn without any of the items needed. and to see if i will succeed. again, if i do fail— I'll do another attempt two weeks from now with meto, hopefully.

i weight 48kg. I'll do 2 tablespoon in a 500mg cup. x 3



I'm not too confident in this method without the antiacid because I already have kidney issues and if the SN turns into regular salt that just means I'm drinking an ungodly amount of salt and it'll make me develop more kidney stones which fucking sucks. organ failure is the most painful way to go.

if i make it out tomorrow alive without suffering the consequences, I'll update this thread. that's about it, see you all tomorrow.

Will you be detailing your journey here as you go? Wishing best case scenario....

 

[sugarh1gh]

I don't know what time it is for you, but I hope your ride is not painful at all, and wish you luck. May the peace be with you.

 

[LostSoul1965]

Hope OP is in peace whatever they decided.

 

[Sakura.]

I didn't expect this attempt to be successful.

I wonder how it ended...

 

[Unknown21]

Goodbye friend, see you on the other side.