Goodbye SS

[MetroTransit]

I am leaving SS and trying to give living a chance. I am trying very hard to make positive changes in my life and hopefully they stick, though if this fails I already know I have a way out. I got myself put on medication that has reduced my suicidal thoughts, but they are not entirely gone and have scheduled some appointments with a therapist that I hope works. While I definitely feel terrible about some parts of my past, hating myself for it doesn't do anyone any good. I feel that if I stay here though killing myself will become an inevitability, which I want to avoid. While there are definitely some toxic elements and people on this site almost everyone I have gotten the opportunity to speak with has been great.

wishing you all the best,
MetroTransit

An additional request to the mods. I would very much appreciate it if my posts could be deleted except for this one. I would rather the worst parts of my life be forgotten, some of which was discussed on this forum.

 

[theboy]

bye :)

 

[AnonymousS]

I am leaving SS and trying to give living a chance. I am trying very hard to make positive changes in my life and hopefully they stick, though if this fails I already know I have a way out. I got myself put on medication that has reduced my suicidal thoughts, but they are not entirely gone and have scheduled some appointments with a therapist that I hope works. While I definitely feel terrible about some parts of my past, hating myself for it doesn't do anyone any good. I feel that if I stay here though killing myself will become an inevitability, which I want to avoid. While there are definitely some toxic elements and people on this site almost everyone I have gotten the opportunity to speak with has been great.

wishing you all the best,
MetroTransit

An additional request to the mods. I would very much appreciate it if my posts could be deleted except for this one. I would rather the worst parts of my life be forgotten, some of which was discussed on this forum.

Take care, best of luck.

 

[WaveringLight]

Metro, I wish you well on your road to recovery. I hope you never feel the need to come back here again (in a good way, as in your recovery is successful). It was great talking to you in general chat when we had the chance to talk. I wish you luck and send you my love.

 

[Rounded Apathy]

Godspeed; hope to not see you back, but you'll be welcomed if need be.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Best of luck to you.

 

[Unending]

We haven't talked but I am routing for you and hope that things work out without the need for this site. <3

 

[Himalayan]

Good luck man. Hope you succeed

 

[Dizzylady80]

Hell yeah metro!! Stay safe out there bb ❤

 

[leeloosnow]

I will selfishly miss our convos, your presence and the smile i've found b/c meanwhile. and i'll still know you're doin some fkn hard work to be healthier and happier, which is the best thought ever. best of luck @MetroTransit

 

[stilhavinightmares]

Best of luck and this stranger is so proud of you!

 

[oneeyed]

Good luck with everything, hope you get what you are working hard for.

 

[wait.what]

Good luck! I hope you find happiness.