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Hannah05

Hannah05

Member
Dec 5, 2023
25
Since I was born I felt like this, now I'm 18 and preparing to be an Angel.
Sometimes life just isn't what you want it to be. Experiencing the pain of life every day kills your inner soul.

I couldn't wait until Christmas, it has to happen here and now. My soul is simply crying out to finally be free.

I'm going to slit my wrists in the warm bathtub. I have changed my mind and find that this is simply the best method. I have no idea when I will be found, I just hope not at all.

I just wanted to write my last words here.
I am sorry for the pain I have caused others. My borderline has been very strong and careless, abusive, harsh and painful lately. I have hurt many people with it.

I have no idea if any of my family will ever read this "letter" on this sad website, but... Mom, you are the person I hated the most.
Dad, I hate you for what you did to me back then.
Dear sisters... have a peaceful life.

Dear Administrators, please delete my account in a day. Thank you.

See you again, somewhere, somehow, sometime.

Everywhere at the end of the time, It's just a burning memory… Hannah out.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,055
I hope that you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,381
I'm sorry it has come to this and your life is so awful. I wish you all the best and I hope you find peace. Good luck!

Do you really have no other method than slitting wrists?
 
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CloudyNightSky

CloudyNightSky

Specialist
Oct 28, 2023
302
Im sorry for all the shit you've been through. The method you chose is extremely difficult and painful just to let you know, but I hope everything works out for you <3
 
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Burden_Bailey

Burden_Bailey

A lonely lesbian
Dec 9, 2023
122
I'll miss you so much! Bye, Hannah. Lots of hugs sent to you.
 
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Desuau

Depressed engineer
Aug 15, 2023
8
I will miss you Hannah. I hope you will find the peace you were looking for. Goodbye
 
G

_Gemini_

Member
Dec 7, 2023
24
Hannah, i hope you find your freedom.
Nobody knows what comes after death, maybe another better life.
 
L

lifewasawillowtv

You’re losing me
Nov 12, 2023
216
Good luck and farewell, I hope you get the peace you deserve
 
annointed_towers

annointed_towers

Cursed by God
Dec 9, 2022
321
That's not going to kill you
 
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ADeadBunny

ADeadBunny

🪦 July 20th, 2003 - January 8th, 2024
Nov 19, 2023
131
Goodluck, I wish you safe travels. I'm sorry that it's come to this. I'm sorry for your pain. I hope you find peace.
 
idonothing

idonothing

Member
Dec 13, 2023
40
I hope things work out for you and that you can find the peace that you're seeking. I'm sorry that your experience in this world has been so difficult and painful and I just hope you're able to change that for yourself on your own terms. Rest easy, and good luck.
 
huphup

huphup

Student
Dec 2, 2023
118
I hope you were able to achieve peace and painlessness in your journey
 
willow368

willow368

Made it to 20 ... somehow...
Dec 12, 2023
11
I hope you found your peace <3
 
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rileywatson

Member
Oct 19, 2023
73
Good luck, I hope it works out (given wrist slittings track record and all).
 
tarococo

tarococo

professional procrastinator
Nov 27, 2023
86
Leider hatte ich noch nicht die Möglichkeit dir zu schreiben wie ich es vorhatte, aber du bist mir immer aufgefallen mit deiner lieben Art. Ich wünsche dir viel Glück, auch mit deiner gewählten Methode.. Ich hoffe du findest deinen Frieden, safe travels bean 💛
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Goodbye, i hope you escape peacefully.

Per ardua ad astra.
 
Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
625
Slitting your wrists is a very well.. stupid method. Your success chance is quite low, the odds are youre just going to put yourself into a world of pain and hurt. I wouldnt do this if i were you, but i cant tell you what to do, its your free will at the end of the day.
also 18 is really, really young... So soon? are you sure?
 
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Alltheywanted

Alltheywanted

Nobody knows what I see
Mar 6, 2023
330
You'll be missed here, best of luck with your plans!
 
Aim

Aim

🤍
Sep 12, 2023
945
Sorry Hannah that life brought you to this point. 😥 may you rest well in bliss and healing. The sun is shining extra for you today! 🌤️
 
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NoOneLovesMiMi

NoOneLovesMiMi

Just Me
May 27, 2023
114
Since I was born I felt like this, now I'm 18 and preparing to be an Angel.
Sometimes life just isn't what you want it to be. Experiencing the pain of life every day kills your inner soul.

I couldn't wait until Christmas, it has to happen here and now. My soul is simply crying out to finally be free.

I'm going to slit my wrists in the warm bathtub. I have changed my mind and find that this is simply the best method. I have no idea when I will be found, I just hope not at all.

I just wanted to write my last words here.
I am sorry for the pain I have caused others. My borderline has been very strong and careless, abusive, harsh and painful lately. I have hurt many people with it.

I have no idea if any of my family will ever read this "letter" on this sad website, but... Mom, you are the person I hated the most.
Dad, I hate you for what you did to me back then.
Dear sisters... have a peaceful life.

Dear Administrators, please delete my account in a day. Thank you.

See you again, somewhere, somehow, sometime.

Everywhere at the end of the time, It's just a burning memory… Hannah out.
😪
 
StaringIntoAnAbyss

StaringIntoAnAbyss

Is it all just a quantum dream ?
Aug 23, 2023
82
hope you find peace ❤️
 
underscore_nine

underscore_nine

the sweet release
Feb 17, 2023
152
Since I was born I felt like this, now I'm 18 and preparing to be an Angel.
Sometimes life just isn't what you want it to be. Experiencing the pain of life every day kills your inner soul.

I couldn't wait until Christmas, it has to happen here and now. My soul is simply crying out to finally be free.

I'm going to slit my wrists in the warm bathtub. I have changed my mind and find that this is simply the best method. I have no idea when I will be found, I just hope not at all.

I just wanted to write my last words here.
I am sorry for the pain I have caused others. My borderline has been very strong and careless, abusive, harsh and painful lately. I have hurt many people with it.

I have no idea if any of my family will ever read this "letter" on this sad website, but... Mom, you are the person I hated the most.
Dad, I hate you for what you did to me back then.
Dear sisters... have a peaceful life.

Dear Administrators, please delete my account in a day. Thank you.

See you again, somewhere, somehow, sometime.

Everywhere at the end of the time, It's just a burning memory… Hannah out.
I hope your soul is let free and you're happier. Best wishes
 
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Anon7b8

Experienced
Aug 21, 2023
265
Hope you find peace on the other side, safe travels stranger.
 
T

ThatStateOfMind

Enlightened
Nov 13, 2021
1,483
Jesus, this was a hard read for me. I'm so sorry you've been pushed to this at so young. You sound like a beautiful soul, Hannah, and I hope you have found peace.

I just fear the unreliability of the method chosen, especially having just read the sticky thread on cutting and OD.

Good luck, Hannah
 
hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,229
Fly high wherever you are. If the method worked, I hope you are resting in peace. If it didnt, let us know if you can. Best luck
 
IWishToDie

IWishToDie

I check notifications once per week
Dec 31, 2023
480
Since I was born I felt like this, now I'm 18 and preparing to be an Angel.
Sometimes life just isn't what you want it to be. Experiencing the pain of life every day kills your inner soul.

I couldn't wait until Christmas, it has to happen here and now. My soul is simply crying out to finally be free.

I'm going to slit my wrists in the warm bathtub. I have changed my mind and find that this is simply the best method. I have no idea when I will be found, I just hope not at all.

I just wanted to write my last words here.
I am sorry for the pain I have caused others. My borderline has been very strong and careless, abusive, harsh and painful lately. I have hurt many people with it.

I have no idea if any of my family will ever read this "letter" on this sad website, but... Mom, you are the person I hated the most.
Dad, I hate you for what you did to me back then.
Dear sisters... have a peaceful life.

Dear Administrators, please delete my account in a day. Thank you.

See you again, somewhere, somehow, sometime.

Everywhere at the end of the time, It's just a burning memory… Hannah out.
RIP.
 
Next

Next

Member
Jul 13, 2023
82
… Hannah out
Ich wünsche Dir vom ganzen Herzen, dass du jetzt ein Engel geworden bist.
Deine Abschiedsworte hier und in der PM waren sehr kurzgehalten, sodass der Druck unter dem Du standes greifbar war.

Niemanden sollte das Schicksal so böse mitspielen, das er in so eine Verfassung gebracht wird. Deshalb Ruhe in Frieden!
 

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