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themisfell

themisfell

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May 31, 2023
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this is a simple goodbye. I realize compared to other people, I lived a good life having a decent job. but I just got back from a trip and I realize that no matter what I do, I will never be able to be a "normal" person, to feel comfortable in my skin, to not be forever scarred by what has happened to me in the past. I am going to write this and then drink my SN. Thanks to everyone on this site who I talked to over the years.
 
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JoeFailure

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Apr 29, 2019
596
I'm so sorry that this all happened to you. I really hope it works for you.
 
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geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
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good luck, hope you find peace.
 
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BlueMist96

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May 12, 2026
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I hope you find your peace.
 
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darksouls

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good luck, I hope you find peace ❤️‍🩹
 
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FrustratedMTFtrans

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Apr 17, 2026
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My thoughts are with you. You are not the first and will not be the last seeking CTB with SN. At least you have SN, for many others it is becoming impossible now. It won't be easy for you though, but if you are determined, it should work for you just as you want. I only worry that you won't read this and other posts before you depart.
 
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tooafraidtodiez

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Apr 29, 2026
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May you and all other who have chosen this path find peace.
 
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JoeFailure

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Apr 29, 2019
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My thoughts are with you. You are not the first and will not be the last seeking CTB with SN. At least you have SN, for many others it is becoming impossible now. It won't be easy for you though, but if you are determined, it should work for you just as you want. I only worry that you won't read this and other posts before you depart.

I think they would take that trade off though, that means it would have worked
 
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Imausername

Mentally Tortured
Feb 15, 2026
87
You are loved from these comments here. We will miss you lots theres no shame in backing out or just getting drunk or doing something else in stead.
I hope things get better for you whatever happens
 
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Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
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have a good journey. hope your soul get the rest its needs and deserved.

what the other said as well. no shame in backing out.

take care
 
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