Goodbye Everyone :) See you on the otherside!!!

[imdepressed999]

The time has come my friends, its time CTB and finally be free from this existence. God knows, I have tried to fix things. I have tried to better myself, but Bipolar and major depression destroy me each and every time. I just need rest and peace. My family will panic and maybe even call me a coward, but i can't go on like this. This group and everyone in it have been amazing! I have known about SaSu for a long time, but just became a member.

I want to personally give thanks to everyone who has left kind messages :) I read them, and they have made my existence better these past few days. I hope you all find peace and i hope to
see you all on the other side! (hopefully if there is one)

My method is Fentanyl laced pills, I chose this because me and sweet M30s have a past :D I overdosed on them about 2 years ago but was saved. NOT THIS TIME.
PS: I am only taking one pill tonight so if one is all it takes, it will look like an overdose instead of a suicide. If this fails, I'll take the rest tomorrow.


(Will update this post after i take the pills. Once i stop responding, the CTB was prob successful.) --------> Mods, please retire my account if i have not given an update within 24 hours TY!)

,Goodbye
Taking it in about 15 mins.


Update: Im still here, woke up feeling really good but im still fucking here :( I only took 1 pill though trying to hit that "1 pill can kill" as they say to make it look more like an overdose then a suicide. Will be trying again tonight but with 9 pills. I feel like a failure :( cant even fucking kill myself right FML

 

[Dingusguy]

See you on the other side and goodbye, I hope you manage to find the peace and rest you seek.

 

[hikikomorizombie]

good luck!!!! ik you've been waiting & wanting this for a long time. enjoy ur tunes while u drift off :) & enjoy our dream method!!<333 i hope it goes the way u want & u can find the peace in death u couldn't in life.

 

[Tired_of_myself]

Wish you a peaceful journey

 

[Kurai]

Goodbye hope you find peace

 

[imdepressed999]

cmon bro change ur mind

good luck!!!! ik you've been waiting & wanting this for a long time. enjoy ur tunes while u drift off :) & enjoy our dream method!!<333 i hope it goes the way u want & u can find the peace in death u couldn't in life.

Thank you Hikkomorizombie, you have been super kind! I hope everything goes well for you :)

 

[hopelesswanderer]

Safe travels, may you find peace and rest forever.

 

[sewycidial]

Can 1 pill really cause a OD? I hope you find peace :(

 

[Aim]

Goodbye

 

[Lost in a Dream]

If you're certain this is what you want and you're confident in your decision, then good luck to you. It's okay to change your mind and try another day if you don't feel like you can do it. It's unbelievably hard to do this sometimes.

 

[imdepressed999]

Just took the pill, so far feel nothing. sitting at my computer desk, If i start feeling sleepy ima go lay down.

 

[dweams]

I hope you have a peaceful and relaxing bus ride. Sweet dreams and safe travels. :)

 

[greenpictureframe]

Goodbye, I hope you find peace

 

[breezeboy]

"I know they laced pills, I bought them on purpose"
You really going out like juice

Good luck

 

[imdepressed999]

"I know they laced pills, I bought them on purpose"
You really going out like juice

Good luck

Juice my fav artist bro, i guess you found out where i got my idea from haha
feeling weird, very sleepy. i thifk this is it. Goodbye

 

[breezeboy]

Juice my fav artist bro, i guess you found out where i got my idea from haha

Mine as well. First artist other then xxxtentacion I truly related too.

Safe travels<3
Goodbye

 

[lament.]

Rest well.

 

[BarnabasCollins]

Wishing you safe travels and eternal rest. I hope everything works out.

 

[imdepressed999]

Still here guys, getting really sleep. Feeling really good rn not gonna lie

 

[sklvlp999]

Goodbye

 

[BarnabasCollins]

I'm so glad you're feeling good and having a peaceful end. I hope I see you on the other side.

 

[sannoji]

i hope you're able to find some peace. glad to have got here in time to see you off, even if i've never spoken to you personally before.

 

[NightingaleOde]

I'm depressed: oh man. I hope the process remains peaceful for you through the end.

I'm new to here, and these goodbye posts as people fade out are a bit unnerving to me. Are you guys who have been here longer more used to it? Feeling rattled and really sad here.

 

[sannoji]

I'm depressed: oh man. I hope the process remains peaceful for you through the end.

I'm new to here, and these goodbye posts as people fade out are a bit unnerving to me. Are you guys who have been here longer more used to it? Feeling rattled and really sad here.

it's always a bittersweet sort of thing at least in my opinion. it's terrible to see people go and awful that their struggles were so impossible this is the only way they feel they'll find some peace, but we're at least glad they won't have to go through any more suffering.

 

[throneofdispair03]

I hope you find the peace you search for. Hope to see you on the other side

 

[heroinhero]

Wish it didn't have to be like this, i hope you will be happy wherever you go. I have bipolar too, its a fucking bitch.
Though i doubt you'll die from one pill, especially if you have a tolerance. I don't even think my 4 grams of heroin (with fent likely in it) could kill me. But either way i hope you have a good nod. See you on the flipside :)

 

[imdepressed999]

i dontrr think i can stay on here much longer, im going to go lay down. I thinjs this is it. Goodbye everyone

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I don't know if you will see this but I wish you a peaceful ride. Rest well.

 

[NightingaleOde]

Understood, Sann...thank you for the reply.

 

[WretchedDreams]

I hope that your journey is calm and the OD effective. Here and hoping that the peace of the grave envelopes and carries you towards nothingness, swiftly and softly.

Many hugs, dear, sleep tight. Good luck on the way...!!