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Water-Lily

Water-Lily

Enlightened
Dec 26, 2020
1,203
My heart breaks for you. I know I have had days where I wanted to die thanks to my trauma. I wish you well.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Illuminated
Feb 13, 2020
3,234
A little candle will burn for you this night, may it's light guide you to love and peace :hug:
 
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Deleted member 17949

Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
Save travels, pardner
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
Safe travels :hug:
 
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Keto

Student
Feb 8, 2020
107
i wish you a peacefull journey
 
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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
740
No, Lillie... :'(
 
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Deleted member 7141

Deleted member 7141

Do not be prisoner of your life. Die a little, lol
Apr 15, 2019
52
Bye. Safe Travels..
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Oh darling, we have so many things in common, especially videogames, anime and manga!
I'll really miss you. I'm sorry you've made this decision but I wish you the best and hope you can be at peace.

Lots of hugs and love to you!
Was thinking exact same thing.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,198
forever young. Fly with the angels. xx
 
watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
740
Il est bien sûr possible de vivre dans le mensonge perpétuel. Croire en une connerie qu'une âme cruelle et ignorante nous a fait croire.

Un amour faux, qui a détruit celle qui aurait pu être ton prochain. Un mensonge sans vergogne.
Une blessure qui détruit la place dans mon cœur qui t'était destinée, maintenant complètement morte et qui ne guérira jamais.

Tu m'as dit que tu m'aimais et je t'ai cru. Car je t'aimais aussi. Jamais n'ai je aimé quelqu'un plus profondément que toi.

Tu as pris mon coeur, tu l'as fait battre et tu l'as détruit. Les émotions étaient toutes fausses.


Que devrais-je faire? Te maudire, ou te donner tout mon amour?


Lizzie
 
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Versailles

Versailles

Enlightened
Oct 1, 2020
1,647
This is the most moving farewell I have read, I am crying now, I wish you the best in the world
 
watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
740
This is the most moving farewell I have read, I am crying now, I wish you the best in the world
You can translate what I said just above. She lied to me. She is alive. She decided to disappear, because it is so much easier to get away from someone this way. But so cruel.
 
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Versailles

Versailles

Enlightened
Oct 1, 2020
1,647
You can translate what I said just above. She lied to me. She is alive. She decided to disappear, because it is so much easier to get away from someone this way. But so cruel.
Ah? now I am confused, explain to me what has happened by Discord, please
 
Bunyips

Bunyips

Member
Dec 9, 2021
34
Fly high. May you soar through the skies with the freedom you didn't have whilst on earth.
 
watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
740
Fly high. May you soar through the skies with the freedom you didn't have whilst on earth.
I know I bumped this thread in french, but you can use the translate button.

She lied! And I was mourning her for months.
 
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Adûnâi

Adûnâi

Little Russian in-cel
Apr 25, 2020
1,150
You took my heart, you made it beat and you destroyed it. The emotions were all false.
Aren't her last messages regarding the psych ward? Either way, apologies for bumping this thread, _but_ I take issue with you calling the emotions false - if anything, they are the only real entity here. Qualia, or machine elves, or what have you. It's part of the story, and while it may end or turn out "a lie", the story still exists at some level of reality, forever unchanging.

She decided to disappear, because it is so much easier to get away from someone this way. But so cruel.
That's kind of a possible decision, and who are you to keep her "honest"? Again, apologies for bringing this here, but my case is vaguely familiar. But the thing is that if you do love someone, you grant them agency, and cheer on their decisions, especially if successful.

She lied! And I was mourning her for months.
According to your moral compass, you should feel content as you acted truthfully. Isn't that what matters?
 
watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
740
Aren't her last messages regarding the psych ward? Either way, apologies for bumping this thread, _but_ I take issue with you calling the emotions false - if anything, they are the only real entity here. Qualia, or machine elves, or what have you. It's part of the story, and while it may end or turn out "a lie", the story still exists at some level of reality, forever unchanging.


That's kind of a possible decision, and who are you to keep her "honest"? Again, apologies for bringing this here, but my case is vaguely familiar. But the thing is that if you do love someone, you grant them agency, and cheer on their decisions, especially if successful.


According to your moral compass, you should feel content as you acted truthfully. Isn't that what matters?
oh. its been a while. idk i just kinda loved her before she went, and i thought she died and when she messaged me on instagram i felt heartbroken because i thought she cared about me.. or something. its been so long tbh i moved on. just thought it was kinda shitty not to update me or anything because as i said, i kinda loved her. made me learn internet relationships aren't really what we think they are. anyway i moved on and feel kinda stupid for being so emotional at the time.
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,153
oh. its been a while. idk i just kinda loved her before she went, and i thought she died and when she messaged me on instagram i felt heartbroken because i thought she cared about me.. or something. its been so long tbh i moved on. just thought it was kinda shitty not to update me or anything because as i said, i kinda loved her. made me learn internet relationships aren't really what we think they are. anyway i moved on and feel kinda stupid for being so emotional at the time.
I'm sorry she did you that way.
 
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Adûnâi

Adûnâi

Little Russian in-cel
Apr 25, 2020
1,150
anyway i moved on and feel kinda stupid for being so emotional at the time.
Huge, happy you managed to move on! I don't think I ever will lmao. Curious how people react. I tend to take everything at face value and eternally. But it's prudent to be malleable because life is change and a process, like a river.
 
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