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MikeDeross82

MikeDeross82

Currently in hell
Sep 20, 2021
58
I suffer from PSSD (post SSRI sexual dysfunction) and one of the symptoms is extremely reduced response to drugs. Alcohol, for example, barely have an effect on me. I thought with N it would be the same, but NO! Two days ago I decided to test N from D, I took maybe 10ml which is 1/20 of the usual lethal amount. At first I didn't notice anything, i was sure my brain is so broken it can't even kill me with this strong substance. I was WRONG. I went to sleep shortly after and than I found myself in the hospital, partly paralyzed (it wasn't scary or something, it was quite enjoyable) and extremely drowsy, I was discharged from the hospital with no lasting damage. The doctor said I'm not psychotic so they can't put me in a mental hospital against my will. If I would take the all 13g I will be DEAD. This stuff works. Thanks God🙏
Pardon my English
 
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I just want to be myself again
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How did it taste to you?
 
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MikeDeross82

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58
Tastes bad, but it's bearable
 
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Ta555

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2021
1,317
Man that's good to know. All I really need then is one bottle or less to fall into deep sleep and the plastic bag will do the rest...if I ever get my N.
 
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bad luck

Memento mori
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I suffer from PSSD (post SSRI sexual dysfunction) and one of the symptoms is extremely reduced response to drugs. Alcohol, for example, barely have an effect on me. I thought with N it would be the same, but NO! Two days ago I decided to test N from D, I took maybe 10ml which is 1/20 of the usual lethal amount. At first I didn't notice anything, i was sure my brain is so broken it can't even kill me with this strong substance. I was WRONG. I went to sleep shortly after and than I found myself in the hospital, partly paralyzed (it wasn't scary or something, it was quite enjoyable) and extremely drowsy, I was discharged from the hospital with no lasting damage. The doctor said I'm not psychotic so they can't put me in a mental hospital against my will. If I would take the all 13g I will be DEAD. This stuff works. Thanks God🙏
Pardon my English
How much did you sleep? Why did they take you to the hospital? how strong is it? Thanks for updating.
 
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Ta555

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2021
1,317
How much did you sleep? Why did they take you to the hospital? how strong is it? Thanks for updating.
They probably took OP to the hospital coz he stopped breathing. That's what N does.
 
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MikeDeross82

MikeDeross82

Currently in hell
Sep 20, 2021
58
I was still breathing, but I was in a coma for 2-3 days. I took around 10ml. It's very strong!
 
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Istanbulite

Istanbulite

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Jan 14, 2022
564
why did u risk it? now u have to pay all the bills to the hospital
 
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MikeDeross82

MikeDeross82

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58
I'm not from the USA
 
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Istanbulite

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I'm not from the USA
neither am I
but you still can't try to kill urself and occupy a hospital bed for 3 days here for free lol, love your country then @MikeDeross82
 
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jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
Any burning in your stomach? Did it feel like you just blacked out from alcohol?
 
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MikeDeross82

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58
Any burning in your stomach? Did it feel like you just blacked out from alcohol?
No burning in the stomach. No pain.
It felt like falling asleep. No dreams
 
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Rabhen

Isolated Loner
Dec 17, 2021
147
I suffer from PSSD (post SSRI sexual dysfunction) and one of the symptoms is extremely reduced response to drugs. Alcohol, for example, barely have an effect on me. I thought with N it would be the same, but NO! Two days ago I decided to test N from D, I took maybe 10ml which is 1/20 of the usual lethal amount. At first I didn't notice anything, i was sure my brain is so broken it can't even kill me with this strong substance. I was WRONG. I went to sleep shortly after and than I found myself in the hospital, partly paralyzed (it wasn't scary or something, it was quite enjoyable) and extremely drowsy, I was discharged from the hospital with no lasting damage. The doctor said I'm not psychotic so they can't put me in a mental hospital against my will. If I would take the all 13g I will be DEAD. This stuff works. Thanks God🙏
Pardon my English
I have worried about this, I am a natural red head that used to dye my hair dark brown. When I was 17 I had to have my appendix removed and woke, sat up, pulled out the tubes and puked, talked to the doctor, then got put back under, during the surgery, all because none of them had bothered to check the curtains matched the rug. I have always had trouble getting high, getting drunk, can drink the biggest male alchy under the table, most medications either do not work on me at all or give me a bad reaction, including closing up my airways. When I order, I am ordering double, just to make sure.
 
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Toxic Positivity

At my own pace
Feb 11, 2022
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Thank you so much for posting this. I just paid for mine and was a little anxious about taking it. Soon, I think.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
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Did the hospital figure out what you took?
I need D's email, I've tried to open the PPH and it isnt working. I know email isht supposed to be posted here but could someone PM me please. Maybe I cant open it because i havent been member or posted enough stuff?
 
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lookingformywife

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Dec 3, 2021
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Who found you ? How long were you unconscious before someone found you ?
 
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miserableforever

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Oct 23, 2020
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I suffer from PSSD (post SSRI sexual dysfunction) and one of the symptoms is extremely reduced response to drugs. Alcohol, for example, barely have an effect on me. I thought with N it would be the same, but NO! Two days ago I decided to test N from D, I took maybe 10ml which is 1/20 of the usual lethal amount. At first I didn't notice anything, i was sure my brain is so broken it can't even kill me with this strong substance. I was WRONG. I went to sleep shortly after and than I found myself in the hospital, partly paralyzed (it wasn't scary or something, it was quite enjoyable) and extremely drowsy, I was discharged from the hospital with no lasting damage. The doctor said I'm not psychotic so they can't put me in a mental hospital against my will. If I would take the all 13g I will be DEAD. This stuff works. Thanks God🙏
Pardon my English
Did they not get you in trouble for acquiring an illegal substance?
 
GentleJerk

GentleJerk

Carrot juice pimp.
Dec 14, 2021
1,372
Woah, 10mL is a lot!!! You can knock yourself out with as little as 1.5 - 2 mL.

Glad you're OK. Just a heads up for the future taste-testers, as little as 2g (less than 1/3 of a bottle, roughly 30mL) can be fatal, so please be careful!
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,269
I suffer from PSSD (post SSRI sexual dysfunction) and one of the symptoms is extremely reduced response to drugs. Alcohol, for example, barely have an effect on me. I thought with N it would be the same, but NO! Two days ago I decided to test N from D, I took maybe 10ml which is 1/20 of the usual lethal amount. At first I didn't notice anything, i was sure my brain is so broken it can't even kill me with this strong substance. I was WRONG. I went to sleep shortly after and than I found myself in the hospital, partly paralyzed (it wasn't scary or something, it was quite enjoyable) and extremely drowsy, I was discharged from the hospital with no lasting damage. The doctor said I'm not psychotic so they can't put me in a mental hospital against my will. If I would take the all 13g I will be DEAD. This stuff works. Thanks God🙏
Pardon my English
i guess 1 bottle is 100 ML? And that's 6.3 grams . So you took about 630 milligrams.

You said you took 10ml , 1/20th i assume of 2 bottles.

That is very impressive. I might do a similar test starting with about 400 miligrams. That is if i order it. Just scared of LE here in the U.S.

i mean if 400 mg, or 500 mg knocks me out , i know the rest would do the job for me
 
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MikeDeross82

Currently in hell
Sep 20, 2021
58
i guess 1 bottle is 100 ML? And that's 6.3 grams . So you took about 630 milligrams.

You said you took 10ml , 1/20th i assume of 2 bottles.

That is very impressive. I might do a similar test starting with about 400 miligrams. That is if i order it. Just scared of LE here in the U.S.

i mean if 400 mg, or 500 mg knocks me out , i know the rest would do the job for me
Be careful, man♥️
Did the hospital figure out what you took?
I need D's email, I've tried to open the PPH and it isnt working. I know email isht supposed to be posted here but could someone PM me please. Maybe I cant open it because i havent been member or posted enough stuff?
I told them! I was so out of my mind. After returning home I've read that a similar barbiturate was used in the past as a "truth serum". I can see why!
 
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lmon

Specialist
Jan 9, 2022
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Woah, 10mL is a lot!!! You can knock yourself out with as little as 1.5 - 2 mL.

Glad you're OK. Just a heads up for the future taste-testers, as little as 2g (less than 1/3 of a bottle, roughly 30mL) can be fatal, so please be careful!
Have you by chance ever seen how much n a 95 pound person shield take for testing n around here?
 
GentleJerk

GentleJerk

Carrot juice pimp.
Dec 14, 2021
1,372
Have you by chance ever seen how much n a 95 pound person shield take for testing n around here?
No more than 1.5-2mL at first just to be safe.
 
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arnab

Student
Mar 9, 2022
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Be careful, man♥️

I told them! I was so out of my mind. After returning home I've read that a similar barbiturate was used in the past as a "truth serum". I can see why!
Lol, just heard this too on some YouTube video.
Wasn't it MKultra?
 

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