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chronicphysicalpain

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Jun 28, 2021
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Unless I suddenly chicken out -yet most probably I will carry it out...-, I am leaving already in a few hours.

Pain is ridiculously unbearable today yet I somehow managed to finish my last duties. It seems to paradoxically fuel me knowing there's no way back from this hell...

Existence is painful but ceasing to exist also is. I don't want to die but it is what some of us get...
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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Sorry it's come to this 🤗🤗🤗 sorry you're in so much pain. Well done for finishing your duties. I hope you find peace
 
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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
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I am sorry you have come to this point, but I completely understand your decision.
That balance between painful living and the fear of dying... at some point the pain just gets too much to bear.
We all deserved better. We all deserved a life without pain and full of meaning and purpose.

sending love
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It really is such a cruel existence that drives people to this point. I wish you freedom from your pain.
 
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Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
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Love and Respect 🙏
I wish you a peaceful exit and relief of all the suffering you've endured.
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
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Lots of love to you xx
 
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sardobello

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Jul 30, 2022
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Hey @dolorefisicocronico... :(
 
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sardobello

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Jul 30, 2022
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Are you still with us?
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
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Unless I suddenly chicken out -yet most probably I will carry it out...-, I am leaving already in a few hours.

Pain is ridiculously unbearable today yet I somehow managed to finish my last duties. It seems to paradoxically fuel me knowing there's no way back from this hell...

Existence is painful but ceasing to exist also is. I don't want to die but it is what some of us get...
I feel for you. I have succeded to heal a lot with nutrition, but 3 accidents in a year made me lose 10 years of progress. I have enough...

It's a noble reason to go, but also the saddest. I hope that your passing will be less painful than your life.
 
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chronicphysicalpain

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Jun 28, 2021
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I even went to the hotel, but I couldn't, just stared, and fell aslept. Probably in the next days though. I am thankful for your answers and consider my goodbye fone in this forum so won't post again. I am extremely moved by your answers, you all are great great persons, thanks a million times
 
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