Gonna leave the forum soon but here's something I wanted to say

[whatevs]

I'm not going to kill myself any time soon as I have many projects on my hands including someone special I want to meet and get intimate with. So I will leave soon.

But one thing I liked about SaSu is that you can be as blunt and negative about life as you want and people take it. Death cult? In my opinion, mostly not. How can you look me in the eye and tell me that the billions of lifeforms that are torn apart and eaten every hour don't paint a grim picture of life?

I want to live for now even though my life sucks, go figure, but one thing I've noticed is that if you want friends or even an easier time with romance you have to keep quiet or tone down your pessimistic thoughts. I believe most people really just want to stay in denial about how utterly ruthless and sinister life is in many instances, so they act like YOU'RE the problem when you just point at the fucking elephant in the room.

Only in a suicide forum you can be like "yep, I don't even like living, but here we are". People are really into a different universe where life is an amazing gift. Who's right? Who's wrong? They're happy and I'm not, that's the real bottom line. I mean, they're miserable as ALL life is, but they're HAPPIER than me and that's good enough in their minds to just nullify our pessimism as mental illness.

Fuck these normies, man. I gotta keep my loathing of life undercover or they'll act like they've stepped on something ugly. It's LIFE that's ugly, motherfuckers!

I guess they've got a point that I stick around just to complain but fuck them double time either way.

 

[ikadasui]

So long and may you find good fortune! If not, you know where to find us at the very least

 

[Message In A Bottle]

Farewell friend…the forum will feel odd without you in it but I'm glad you found something to keep you goin for abit longer!

Sayonara~

 

[chocolatebar]

Hey, wathevs, I'm happy for you!

Remember not too push yourself too hard and not to try to force yourself to be someone you're not.

Try to live the good moments as much as you can. Drift your mind away from everything, forget tomorrow, forget the other people out there, forget everything, forget that you're an organic being if necessary. Let it be just you and the pleasurable moments, be it with your SO, or not, but just live it.

These moments are everything we have around here, so, don't let anything spoil it, especially your thoughts.


And, if you ever pass by to say hello, don't forget to let a certain sugared cocoa candy know ;)

 

[Élégie]

Bonne chance, Whatevs! You're right, life can be ruthless and ugly... but there can be good moments, too. Hope your meeting with your special someone goes well. I wish you the best in all your endeavors.

 

[letmebreathe]

I hope that in time, you no longer find the need to come back here, or if you do, it's to catch up and share stories of your path to recovery. Best of luck with all your projects, hope you find success in courting that lucky person :)

 

[Sad_Sack]

I don't know you at all. I've seen a few of your posts. I just wanted to say I'm happy you are at this point. I hope very much that things continue to get even better and you find contentment in life. Best wishes to you.

 

[CTB Dream]

Good luck this hope find good thing ,anytimr change mind cirvum bad happen can come here always, hope all ok future

 

[Zegers]

Projects are the traction of a life. Best wishes buddy

 

[Darkover]

you will be missed good luck

 

[SFB123]

I'm not going to kill myself any time soon as I have many projects on my hands including someone special I want to meet and get intimate with. So I will leave soon.

But one thing I liked about SaSu is that you can be as blunt and negative about life as you want and people take it. Death cult? In my opinion, mostly not. How can you look me in the eye and tell me that the billions of lifeforms that are torn apart and eaten every hour don't paint a grim picture of life?

I want to live for now even though my life sucks, go figure, but one thing I've noticed is that if you want friends or even an easier time with romance you have to keep quiet or tone down your pessimistic thoughts. I believe most people really just want to stay in denial about how utterly ruthless and sinister life is in many instances, so they act like YOU'RE the problem when you just point at the fucking elephant in the room.

Only in a suicide forum you can be like "yep, I don't even like living, but here we are". People are really into a different universe where life is an amazing gift. Who's right? Who's wrong? They're happy and I'm not, that's the real bottom line. I mean, they're miserable as ALL life is, but they're HAPPIER than me and that's good enough in their minds to just nullify our pessimism as mental illness.

Fuck these normies, man. I gotta keep my loathing of life undercover or they'll act like they've stepped on something ugly. It's LIFE that's ugly, motherfuckers!

I guess they've got a point that I stick around just to complain but fuck them double time either way.

Very wise words and take on life my friend! I wish you all the best in the meantime while you're not on this forum. Good luck with everything!

 

[EverythingStays]

Wish you the best with everything! It was nice to read this!

 

[Rational man]

Wishing you contentment in life and hope it works out with loved one. Your wisdom will be missed.

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

Happy for you mate, go do all the stuff you wana do. I wish you a good life.

 

[achromatic]

Always liked reading your posts, glad you are not ctb too soon

 

[rationaltake]

I'm very pleased to read this whatevs. Your unique intelligence has been a real positive on the forum for me. Go get 'em. And I think you're right to ditch the forum and put everything into life. I have an amazing friend but I'm still pretending to them that I'm fine. So yes you do have a point. Buena suerte y muchas gracias.

 

[resolutory]

Exactly this. Everyone else just distracts themselves from reality and inevitability. We're just the people unfortunate enough to see through the BS and unable to just ignore it and pretend everything is going to be okay. In my opinion anyway....

Good luck with your projects, I hope you find the happiness you desire!! Thank you for your contributions to this forum!!

 

[leeloosnow]

all the best to you!

 

[Cathy Ames]

I will miss your posts and interactions, but I think overall it is healthier not to be here. Best of luck to you!

 

[dreambound]

best wishes to you whatevs, thankyou for the thoughtful posts..

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I'll miss your take on things. I've enjoyed your viewpoints and on more several occasions you have influenced me to look at things from a different perspective. So, thanks to you for that. So, go kick a little of life's ass as much as you're able and give it a few good kicks for me, as I just don't have enough left to give it any good kicks myself. Take care and we'll see ya.

 

[Lonerzepam]