Help Going to try to ctb again tmr

[throwawayghm]

Ok 3rd (i think) times the charm

Around midnight tomorrow im going to get hammered and try to clear my head then around 12:45 or sum shit im going to try and take ic bupropion 300mg tablet I think I have about 19 tablets left im going to pair it with a bunch of off the counter sleep pills and alcahol and immediately after try partial suspension again
Hopefully ts works in rly fucking tired
Plz do lmk if im retarded and missing something

 

[LastNite]

I'm in no spot to speak about partial suspension, I really don't know if it works or not, but I got a question.
Why the meds? Antidepressants aren't known to kill people when that person attempts an OD attempt.
Is it to cause more harm? Like a backup plan Ig? If so then I would not recommend doing so.

I can explain if you want or maybe not. I dont know if my reasoning is right.