Going to buy rope tonight. Looking for last minute tips for how to hang myself quickly and painlessly

[Monkeyboyxxx]

So as the post says I'm going to go grab my rope soon and hang myself tonight. Fuck I meant to post this earlier. I'm PST time. Anyways yea, just looking for some last sec encouragement and tips and advice for hanging. Got a nylon cotton blend room 20feet plenty of it. Got a quiet place for maybe the last time. I'm in a motel.

A bit of background, been homeless for 4 months last all my friends pets and family. The online friends I have beg me not to ctb but I feel like they just wanna keep me trapped here on the earth and suffer honestly. I've lost hope and direction no idea how to move forward, I'm broke, no money.

 

[Someone123]

Just to let you know that, based on posts here, partial fails most of the time, several people here have failed at this 15 - 25 times. It does work once in a while but it is not clear why it works sometimes but not others. Full suspension seems to work most of the time, but I don't think you can do this in a motel room, you need a tree or a room with a big beam going across it, which is hard to find. One of the main rules of this site is to not encourage acts- to not encourage ctb. I'll repost this below:

Do NOT:

• Encourage acts, ask for encouragement, or help anyone commit any acts.
  • Do not encourage, suggest, manipulate, coerce, or help users carry out acts of any nature whatsoever, including suicide; only provide factual information and emotional support to those who ask for it. Do not try to get the community to tell you what to do, only you can choose your path and actions.

So this gets dicey- people are here to care but not to encourage ctb- this is for important legal and ethical reasons obviously. As far as tips for this method there are threads about hanging that may have some ideas.

Is there any chance a friend or family member would let you stay for a while?

 

[GetMeOut]

So as the post says I'm going to go grab my rope soon and hang myself tonight.

I can't encourage you, as Someone123 said. It would not be right. As I said on another thread, you are among friends, people who know what it's like. It's good to talk.

If you have decided on it, you need to be sure that you maintain position once you are unconscious. Getting yourself unconscious by cutting off your carotids is only the first step; you need the blood supply to your brain to stay cut off once you are unconscious. This is critical, else you run the risk of either waking up again once your body goes limp (no big deal), or not dying but incurring brain damage (potentially a very big deal). If you still aren't sure what you're doing, for fuck's sake don't try it. You could, unbelievably, only make your life worse.

I'll be honest: the way you're talking about doing it scares me.

 

[Monkeyboyxxx]

Just to let you know that, based on posts here, partial fails most of the time, several people here have failed at this 15 - 25 times. It does work once in a while but it is not clear why it works sometimes but not others. Full suspension seems to work most of the time, but I don't think you can do this in a motel room, you need a tree or a room with a big beam going across it, which is hard to find. One of the main rules of this site is to not encourage acts- to not encourage ctb. I'll repost this below:

Do NOT:

• Encourage acts, ask for encouragement, or help anyone commit any acts.
  • Do not encourage, suggest, manipulate, coerce, or help users carry out acts of any nature whatsoever, including suicide; only provide factual information and emotional support to those who ask for it. Do not try to get the community to tell you what to do, only you can choose your path and actions.

So this gets dicey- people are here to care but not to encourage ctb- this is for important legal and ethical reasons obviously. As far as tips for this method there are threads about hanging that may have some ideas.

Is there any chance a friend or family member would let you stay for a while?

No. My brother will not let me stay. Moms basically special edition or very subnormative iq. She's been taking lots of different meds for over20 years. He minds fried. Morally bankrupt and intellectual dead and empty. She just eats and shits all days she's 350+ lb human pig. I hope she sees this. Fuck you mom and dad. I'm in a motel. I have the rope now. I'm a bit bothered cause I don't really know what to do

I'm a visual creature a diagram would be nice. I'll search. Gotta send my brother back the money he unknowingly sent for my last time for my last meal. I'm such a good damned burden.

I just realized this may be a suicide note. I'm just, I can't take it anymore and I literally don't know what to do anymore. I'm homeless. I don't know what to do. I just can't take it anymore. I need to focus on why I just can't face another day looking like a freak at the airport. I just can't sleep in a shelter. I hope I don't see the replies to this. It'll suck if I don't too.

I've lost all my friends. I betray my best friend and lover Jordan, someone I cared for and admired so much yet also drove me totally nuts and continuously infuriate me at the same time....
And yet unknowingly deeply loved



Internet strangers, I feel. A bit nauseous. My stomach just hurts abit. But I gotta do this. I'm gonna eat for a bit. Watch YouTube. Then find a knot style. I'll check in once more in about 40 mins

 

[FuneralCry]

I have never attempted hanging personally as I am scared of it going wrong in some way, it does sound like a difficult method. I'm sorry that you are in this situation, it sounds unbearable what you are going through. It is such a cruel and unfair life and to me it is horrifying that such a thing as homelessness even exists. I wish you relief from your suffering in whatever you decide to do.