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pelicanportal

life could have been beautiful
Jan 28, 2026
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every day and hating it. one day at a time. what else can i do? keep going and see if i can work up the courage for a firearms method to ctb in the meantime. surely that can't be my lifeplan. but here i am and there it is. my lifeplan. this cant be all there is to life...
 
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timf

Enlightened
Mar 26, 2020
1,684
Is it possible to find a small spark of enjoyment in something?

There was a humorous science fiction book "Flying Sorcerers" that had a few chuckles in it. The TV series 3rd rock was also pretty funny.

If your work is a problem, could you try something else?
 
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fedup1982

Wizard
Jul 17, 2025
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I know the feeling. Now I just live for the high everytime I come off a break from weed. I guess you have to try to enjoy the little things like a hot cup of tea
 

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