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lanahelp

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I have only 1 bottle of N from D. Is that going to do the job? What do I need to do or take I'm preparation? I see references to the book, but responses here differ. Please provide any guidance Re eating, AE, success of one bottle from D (inside of its exact amount). Thank you!
 
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There's a good chance it will work, but not 100%. Concensus on this forum is 2 (or more) bottles is recommended to be certain. I think 2 bottles is plenty. I don't know about eating, but maybe fasting for 8 hours would be a good idea. Sorry you want to CTB, I hope life improves for you and change your mind before it's too late, it would be hard to watch yet another person go ❤️ but I think we'd understand ❤️
 
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lanahelp

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Thank you so much, Jodes. I had 2 from D. One bottle was found and thrown away by my ex. The other bottle was not and I have it. I also have sn from ic. Imagine taking both would be horrific?

I didn't want to go. I have so much left to give and live. I just can't take anymore pain.
 
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tumladen123

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Thank you so much, Jodes. I had 2 from D. One bottle was found and thrown away by my ex. The other bottle was not and I have it. I also have sn from ic. Imagine taking both would be horrific?

I didn't want to go. I have so much left to give and live. I just can't take anymore pain.
I am also looking for sn. What is ic ?
 
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eldiablo666

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I'm not advocating suicide.
I do not recommend suicide.

If you go with only 1 bottle of N, then I would ingest SN directly after.
1 bottle of N isn't sure-fire, but combining with a recommended dose of SN should kill you during the slumber of N.
I'm not sure about the timings, you'd have to work that out, I'm just saying it should work.
But don't quote me on that and do your own research!

I'm just writing this because I think there's a greater chance of ending up a vegetable if you ingest only 1 bottle of N.

Again, do your own research and don't just listen to forum members.

In the end, it's the last thing you do. You don't want to stress it.
 
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Sunset Limited

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If you're not over 100 kg and don't have a large percentage of fat, it will probably kill you. Pharmacokinetic models specifically target obesity in anesthetics. Because anesthetics have high lipid solubility and accumulate in adipose tissues. Drug addiction is another factor.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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If you go with only 1 bottle of N, then I would ingest SN directly after.
Wouldn't ingesting N along with SN just increase the likelihood of vomiting?
 
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mind3de

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Shit... I wanted to order N from D a few months ago while I had a psychotic episode and decided not to because I was still ambivalent and thought I give life a chance. Tbh I don't want to CTB at the moment because I feel better, but now there is no source of N available anymore? ...... just in case I should have ordered :/
I will regret that for sure some day... but D was so expensive i didn't wanna waste 1K if I didn't do it
 
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Infinitespace_

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I also only have 1 bottle of N, I was thinking of taking it with a heavy dose of opioids and benzo's to ensure success
 
Sunset Limited

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Wouldn't ingesting N along with SN just increase the likelihood of vomiting?
High risk. SN is strong emetic. The question is, when do you drink SN? When does oral N knock you down? It's hard to know. So, risk of vomiting N with SN.

I see no reason to mix anything else with N. 6.3 grams of N is deadly enough for the average person. I don't know if being obese over 100 kg or addicted to drugs will change the result. N was once prescribed as a sleeping pill and many people became addicted. They had a tolerance to very high doses of N but accidental OD with doses of 2-3 grams. It is not a benzodiazepine and really dangerous.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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With meto I don't see that happening.
It's individual of coarse.
Well, from all my readings on the subject, I don't think meto, or any other anti-emetic for that matter, is a panacea. But, like you said, it's all relative to the user.
 
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Ta555

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Aug 31, 2021
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Do NOT take SN and N together. The chance of vomiting with SN is high even with anti-emetics. You will just have wasted both drugs.

There have been at least two users here, one a close friend, that CTB with one bottle. And don't listen to the silliness of the user who said there's a higher chance of ending up a vegetable with one bottle. They don't know what they're on about.
 
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Rounded Agony

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Aug 8, 2022
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I didn't want to go. I have so much left to give and live. I just can't take anymore pain.
Shoot...was this a goodbye thread? This sentence is so freaking sad...
 
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eldiablo666

Evil Always Prevail
Sep 25, 2022
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Do NOT take SN and N together. The chance of vomiting with SN is high even with anti-emetics. You will just have wasted both drugs.

There have been at least two users here, one a close friend, that CTB with one bottle. And don't listen to the silliness of the user who said there's a higher chance of ending up a vegetable with one bottle. They don't know what they're on about.
Do you have a source (scientific) to backup this statement?
 
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Ta555

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Aug 31, 2021
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Do you have a source (scientific) to backup this statement?
What statement? Do you have a scientific source for your statement about ending up a vegetable?
 
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lanahelp

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Jan 19, 2022
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Shoot...was this a goodbye thread? This sentence is so freaking sad...
I'm still here. Pushed to come on family trip to celebrate mom's 80th bday and parents' anniversary in Mexico with entire family. My desires have not changed given all that's transpired. Seeing my vital and beautiful family all together makes this so much harder but I feel I died 5 years ago when I got Lyme disease and lost everything I spent a lifetime building and loving from career to family to joy.
 
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Do you have a source (scientific) to backup this statement?
There are many failed attempts with SN here of people who vomited while following the antiemetic regimen. SN is a powerful emetic.
 
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Girl-shaped Wound

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There are many failed attempts with SN here of people who vomited while following the antiemetic regimen. SN is a powerful emetic.
Vomiting doesn't necessarily mean failure, though. Even if you don't drink another glass.
There is also the thread with data on how most people failed due to calling for help/being found and not vomiting.
I would say that is almost a given with SN, so yeah... Probably best not to add it to N.
 
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Sunset Limited

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Vomiting doesn't necessarily mean failure, though. Even if you don't drink another glass.
There is also the thread with data on how most people failed due to calling for help/being found and not vomiting.
I would say that is almost a given with SN, so yeah... Probably best not to add it to N.
That's true, but I didn't say "they failed because they vomited". It's not a discussion about failure with SN. It is about SN + N. After oral intake of SN, the vomiting reflex works very quickly. This is a risk that no one actually wants to take, especially in a N shortage. I'm not sure people who want to mix N with something else know what it is.
 
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Girl-shaped Wound

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That's true, but I didn't say "they failed because they vomited". It's not a discussion about failure with SN. It is about SN + N. After oral intake of SN, the vomiting reflex works very quickly. This is a risk that no one actually wants to take, especially in a N shortage. I'm not sure people who want to mix N with something else know what it is.
Yeah, sorry! I get you. Went off a bit of tangent but what I meant is that you definitely don't want to vomit N., and it will happen with SN added into the mix.
 
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lanahelp

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Thank you all for weighing in.
 
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Interloper

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There's an old toxicology report in a medical journal that has cases of people having died with as little as 2-3g if I'm not mistaken, I'll link it when I'm home. Or if you want to dig for it yourself, it is linked as a source in one of the N survival pubmed articles.
 
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lanahelp

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There's an old toxicology report in a medical journal that has cases of people having died with as little as 2-3g if I'm not mistaken, I'll link it when I'm home. Or if you want to dig for it yourself, it is linked as a source in one of the N survival pubmed articles.
Thank you! I'd love to see it. I'll dig here but please link if you find it first.
 
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mind3de

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Jun 28, 2022
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I also read on the PPH that one bottle is sufficient for most people. Also on the N from D megathread there was a guy who tested N and it came out the bottle has more like 7.5 grams instead of 6.3 grams for whatever reason? And that should be more than enough. Once when I had a surgery I told the doctors I was once addicted Benzos and they gave me a high dosage of Oxazepam as a sedative prior to anesthesia just to make sure... and I blacked out so hard like never before lol can barely remember what I did when I was still 'awake' in my room. Just saw on my phone I sent someone messages I couldn't remember at all anymore and I even took photos in the bathroom lol so despite my prior GABA addiction, it went very well and I think even if you're addicted to Alcohol or Benzos, one bottle should be enough. But I'm no doctor. Never heard of someone taking a bottle and surviving?
 
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lanahelp

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I also read on the PPH that one bottle is sufficient for most people. Also on the N from D megathread there was a guy who tested N and it came out the bottle has more like 7.5 grams instead of 6.3 grams for whatever reason? And that should be more than enough. Once when I had a surgery I told the doctors I was once addicted Benzos and they gave me a high dosage of Oxazepam as a sedative prior to anesthesia just to make sure... and I blacked out so hard like never before lol can barely remember what I did when I was still 'awake' in my room. Just saw on my phone I sent someone messages I couldn't remember at all anymore and I even took photos in the bathroom lol so despite my prior GABA addiction, it went very well and I think even if you're addicted to Alcohol or Benzos, one bottle should be enough. But I'm no doctor. Never heard of someone taking a bottle and surviving?
Thank you for your feedback. That sounds like a crazy experience…..
 
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Interloper

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Jul 23, 2021
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Thank you! I'd love to see it. I'll dig here but please link if you find it first.
Keep in mind these are estimates, but still. I gave up looking for the more recent Clinical Toxicology because it's updated too often I guess.
 

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