Hello.
I've been away from the forum for a while. But the feeling of uselessness of life is hitting me hard again. I found a new job bit it's still depressing. I've been able to avoid ending up on the streets but being alone at home doesn't feel much better. I'm thinking of my ex gf, I'm thinking about my wasted career, I'm thinking of the fact that I will never be able to find someone again. And, new fun rumination, I'm thinking about the upcoming systemic collapse.
How do I keep hope from there ? How do I keep moving forward knowing that I can't expect much ?
Sorry I know there is no good answer to this. I just needed to share.
I've been away from the forum for a while. But the feeling of uselessness of life is hitting me hard again. I found a new job bit it's still depressing. I've been able to avoid ending up on the streets but being alone at home doesn't feel much better. I'm thinking of my ex gf, I'm thinking about my wasted career, I'm thinking of the fact that I will never be able to find someone again. And, new fun rumination, I'm thinking about the upcoming systemic collapse.
How do I keep hope from there ? How do I keep moving forward knowing that I can't expect much ?
Sorry I know there is no good answer to this. I just needed to share.
