Venting God punishing you/cruelty

[whybother2002]

Not only bad things happen in my life, they happen in the moment where I thought things were starting to get better so it will hurt me 1000 times more. They happen under the circumstances that will damage my mental health the most. Why? Does anyone relate? It's like Murphy's Law.

I just don't understand it. 4 weeks ago I was told God had a plan in my life — is this it?

 

[Sadbanana]

I don't think it's God. But I had similar feeling most of my life. Like there is some higher force, that sometimes makes me unbelievably lucky and sometimes unlucky.

When I was teenager I was usually able to predict when something terrible is going to happen and it did, it was as if I could see the patterns.

 

[whybother2002]

When I was teenager I was usually able to predict when something terrible is going to happen and it did, it was as if I could see the patterns.

Exactly. I have the unfortunate power of always being right :(

 

[unluckysadness]

I feel this too

 

[braintorture]

Oh for nature is cruel to give you the ability to notice how shit things are and completely suffer in silence - to allow humans and animals to inflict such pain upon others.

Sick sense of humor. And sadistic to make me able to realize it too.

Humanity as a whole was probably one big mistake or failed experiment from nature. That's my opinion

 

[itsgone2]

I'm confused too. I've done bad things in life so if I'm being punished for them now, so be it. I understand. But someone I care about has bad things happening to them too and they've done nothing to deserve it. So how does that make any sense. It doesn't and I'm quite frustrated about it.

 

[notreallybored]

I don't think it's God. But I had similar feeling most of my life. Like there is some higher force, that sometimes makes me unbelievably lucky and sometimes unlucky.

When I was teenager I was usually able to predict when something terrible is going to happen and it did, it was as if I could see the patterns.

ב''ה, technically all from G-d, but He manages to have both a good and bad side, doesn't always operate on comprehensible human timescales etc.