emptymiku
bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
- Mar 27, 2023
- 126
i don't know why i'm so attatched to someone who stopepd caring about me half a year ago. he finally softblocked me on social media yeaterday so im finally sure he doesn't want me around anymore. god, i wish i could die and take him with me. hanging out with him was the only thing that made me happy. even now, everything i've had even a slight interest in is so dull. i wish i wasn't alive anymore. there is nothing to live for, there is nothing to look forward to. he broke his promise to me, i feel trapped in this existence and i wish i didnt have to be here anymore. i relapsed on self harm a few days ago too and now my thighs look like a damn cutting board. what happened to me? why am i like this? why is there so much wrong with my head? why does everyone leave me?