Venting God fucking damnit

[Logidy]

Met a girl on a trip last summer, didn't talk to her once, asked her for her number on instagram later on. Obviously got rejected. Thing is I can't get her out of my head and already drunk messaged her more than once few months ago. Talked to her friend and told her I'm suicidal and that she (the girl) is keeping me alive in hopes something is gonna work out.

Few days later I got unfollowed by her and blocked. Very trustworthy of hers I talked to it seems. Was really fucking tough to deal with.

Maybe 1-2 weeks after I met another girl. Thought to myself: "Hey, maybe that is why I got rejected" and was pretty optimistic because I got her number. (realised then that getting someones numbers also clearly doesn't mean anything, since you also make friends that way I'd imagine) Fast forward though, that girl is by now kind of going out with my "best friend" that couldn't tell me somethings going on between them ever since I talked to him about liking her. Started smoking because of her aswell lmao. So I could be like "hey, wanna go out for a smoke?"

Since then everything went to shit again in my head. Still can't get over the first girl. I'd like to blame it on Limerence but maybe I'm just fucking sick in the head. Well I am, but you know, not like that.

At least I'm not self harming anymore, so that's that. Just smoking if I have the urge now. Only downside is that I also smoke when I don't have the urge, but then again maybe it's a positive because I might develop terminal cancer.

Knowing my luck though, I'll get cancer after I've sorted life out and maybe found love.

Cheers


EDIT: Regarding to some replies here, I'm sorry if I offended anyone by mentioning my problems + will remember to not post it in the wrong section.
and please for the love of god consider where you should or shouldn't be taking the piss

 

[Xerxes]

Next time you meet a girl, just talk and get to know her, then ask her if she wants to hang out sometime, exchange numbers, and then just go do your own thing. If she likes you, she'll call you, if she doesn't, forget her, repeat with new girl you see.

 

[OkTotti]

this should thread should moved to off topic.... nothing related to CTB

 

[MsM3talGamer]

Has SS become Tinder now? :P

 

[OkTotti]

Has SS become Tinder now? :P

maybe put another category for SS,... Off Off Topics

 

[Empty Smile]

Has SS become Tinder now? :P

I thought that's what the partners megathread was for? Was I doing it all wrong?

 

[Xerxes]

Has SS become Tinder now? :P

Tinder SS names be like SirHangsALot, QueenofCuts, xXx_Nembutal_xXx and my favorite, WellHung

 

[MsM3talGamer]

Tinder SS names be like SirHangsALot, QueenofCuts, xXx_Nembutal_xXx and my favorite, WellHung

LMFAO ... Also, SirCutsALot and PMMeUrScars would be good names.

 

[Fernweh]

Tinder SS names be like SirHangsALot, QueenofCuts, xXx_Nembutal_xXx and my favorite, WellHung

Drop_dead_gorgeous would be mine



Kidding

 

[Johnnythefox]

maybe put another category for SS,... Off Off Topics

Maybe a dating forum's needed, I've had that impression a few times on here.

 

[iHeartRockArt]

This thread has now been moved to Off Topic. We don't mind the discussion but it wasn't SS related. Just remember to keep things respectful so that the thread can stay open.

 

[iHeartRockArt]

Maybe a dating forum's needed, I've had that impression a few times on here.

I'm afraid that will not be happening. Lol

 

[MsM3talGamer]

Maybe a dating forum's needed, I've had that impression a few times on here.

The relationships wouldn't last very long though since we're all thinking of CTB. We're more likely to go to each other's funerals than a date.

 

[Logic]

Next time you meet a girl, just talk and get to know her, then ask her if she wants to hang out sometime, exchange numbers, and then just go do your own thing. If she likes you, she'll call you, if she doesn't, forget her, repeat with new girl you see.

Each new girl he likes. He shouldn't go with any girl.

 

[Eden2k]

The relationships wouldn't last very long though since we're all thinking of CTB. We're more likely to go to each other's funerals than a date.

Am I a horrible person for laughing at this? Fuck it I'm going to hell anyway lol

 

[Johnnythefox]

The relationships wouldn't last very long though since we're all thinking of CTB. We're more likely to go to each other's funerals than a date.

At least the conversations would be interesting. Lol

 

[Eden2k]

At least the conversations would be interesting. Lol

Yeah a normal conversation on a first date would be, "have you been single for long?"
But for SS dating it would be, "so how long have you wanted to ctb?".

 

[Johnnythefox]

Yeah a normal conversation on a first date would be, "have you been single for long?"
But for SS dating it would be, "so how long have you wanted to ctb?".

Yeah I think it would be good, discussing different methods, shopping together for rope etc. "does this rope look big on me, does it match my shoes?"

 

[Eden2k]

Yeah I think it would be good, discussing different methods, shopping together for rope etc. "does this rope look big on me, does it match my shoes?"

That's funny as f**k but sad at the same time, but still funny as f**k lol

 

[dumbfarang]

Tinder SS names be like SirHangsALot, QueenofCuts, xXx_Nembutal_xXx and my favorite, WellHung

haha thats so great. LOLED at the nembutal one. thanks man

 

[TAW122]

Ouch that sucks, and while I was in primary school, especially when I was a teen, I faced similar situations, even before social media was big. Around my time it was MySpace but most interactions was still face to face. I faced tremendous rejections and even people who pretend to fake date just to troll me. It was horrible and part of a more major problem of social life (which I have long given up hope on...). I cannot imagine just the amount of pain and hurt that you gone through, I'd probably ctb if given my circumstances and an event that hard has hit me. Normies are useless and ignorant so they can't help us here either.

In regards to SS tinder names, I suppose a few fun ones I thought of could be:
00brainstem00
45tothedome
CasulCranium

I know they aren't so cool sounding, but it's something that came to mind.