Tabbyql

Tabbyql

Chronic people pleaser
Mar 13, 2019
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So I haven't bin on here for a few months, that was when my sister killed herself. Sadly since then I lost another 2 close family members that way too. Literally within days. Now I find my self back on here. I have noone now, no support. Sorry this isn't a positive post. I feel like what's making me hold on? every day is pain and misery. It's like the world is trying to tell me to give up.
 
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Ame

Ame

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Nov 1, 2019
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While there is nothing that anyone can tell you that would help with the pain, I offer you my sincerest condolences for the loss of your dearest family members. To lose someone is always painful, but suicide hits differently doesn't it? Please don't feel like you need to apologize for voicing your anguish...your feelings are valid and more than justified. I don't know what you were hoping to find in this forum, but I do hope that you will treat yourself well. Support is what is needed most right now. I'm not sure what that support looks like for you, but if you can describe it, please do.

I would not say that the world is telling you to give up, but I can certainly see how it would feel that way given how much you've lost. Write as much as you need to and mourn in a way that suits you best - there is no right or wrong way of doing so. Please take good care of you.
 
fred farkle

fred farkle

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Dec 17, 2020
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thats so terrible! youre welcome back here,withus,to try and get some consolation!
why do you think people in your family killed themselves???
 
Wandering_Fox

Wandering_Fox

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Mar 20, 2021
27
I'm so sorry for your loss. Life is hard, and fully of challenges. Unfortunately life isn't for everyone. I hope you find your inner peace someday wherever that is.
 

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