Venting Give up

[ChronicPain23]

Tomorrow I was supposed to change my life, I was going to move away from my parents and go to work, but I give up....
I canceled the tickets, so I lost money(the refund for the tickets is minus x %) from my already small savings.

Fuck, I've had enough. This is the fucking life of a hikikomori. I don't see the point in anything, I'm lying down and wish I could go to sleep for eternity already.
It hurts so much to be trash, a loser.

I have to brave the CTB, I have to, nothing else is left.

 

[f1lth]

im so sorry youre feeling this way and going throught this. life can be so cruel. Having hope just for it to be gone so soon is the worst feeling. I hope you find peace any way you can

 

[FuneralCry]

To me it's really understandable just wishing to sleep eternally and to never have to suffer for another day in this existence, existing really can be so dreadful, but anyway best wishes.