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LastLoveSong

LastLoveSong

hate it here
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try
 
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dggtscccvfd

Mage
Jun 1, 2023
563
The old cliche repeated by suicide hotlines 'it will get better'!
 
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ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
681
Hmmm...your dreams and aspirations will never be accomplished if you ctb before fulfilling them. You'll never get to know if you would have been happy after all
 
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LastLoveSong

LastLoveSong

hate it here
Oct 18, 2023
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Hmmm...your dreams and aspirations will never be accomplished if you ctb before fulfilling them. You'll never get to know if you would have been happy after all
I dont have any dreams or aspirations
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
2,063
Nobody can give you a good reason not to kill yourself. Whether you want to kill yourself or not is your decision. Only you understand yourself well enough to find a good reason as to why you shouldn't kill yourself. The only thing everyone else can do is different random reasons to the wall until something hopefully sticks.
 
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LastLoveSong

LastLoveSong

hate it here
Oct 18, 2023
58
Nobody can give you a good reason not to kill yourself. Whether you want to kill yourself or not is your decision. Only you understand yourself well enough to find a good reason as to why you shouldn't kill yourself. The only thing everyone else can do is different random reasons to the wall until something hopefully sticks.
Correct
 
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ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
681
I dont have any dreams or aspirations
I'm sorry to hear that šŸ«‚
Is there anything you think you'll miss or anything you feel will be incomplete if you leave?
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Dot

Globl mod | Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
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Bcse u r askng fr reasns nt 2 kll urslf
 
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Throwawayacc3

Throwawayacc3

Freedom
Mar 4, 2024
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That scene sums up that dumpster fire of a movie and the dumpster fire of life. The writers clearly knew that they couldn't make that scene funny or serious - Soup and Salad - ah yes - the normie lifestyle.
 
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TransientEternal

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Sep 24, 2023
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The less you plan the more likely you are to fail, and failures cost us dearly.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,451
A lot of people do recover. Only a tiny tiny percentage of people have untreatable MH illnesses and go on to CTB.

Sadly I am in the untreatable group but it's very possible you can recover.
 
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Morte

Morte

Specialist
Nov 23, 2023
314
What is the point of such a question? No one should give you reasons to continue or stop your existence, only you knows. Do whatever your want.
 
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thealteredmind

thealteredmind

Experienced
Apr 2, 2024
231
I can't see your other posts. why do you want to kill yourself?
 
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strangelife

strangelife

Specialist
Feb 16, 2024
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I have no information about your case, maybe you don't have any options except CTB, or maybe everything is not so bad for you and you can safely continue your life and fight for every day. Tell us what broke you?
 
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HereTomorrow

On break. Read "About" on profile.
Feb 1, 2024
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Death is permanent. To CTB is (quite literally) the last thing you can do in your life. There's no promise we can percieve anything after death, which can bring solace and peace to some and horrifying to others. After all, our entire lives have been nothing but perceiving things.

You can always hold off another day to CTB, but if/when you do the act and succeed, you can't go back. Nobody here will ever encourage you to do it, but we respect your decision in the end regardless. SaSu's pro choice, not pro-life or pro-death.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,920
"bEcUse yUo HaVE sO mUcH tO LiVe fOr" (as the pro-lifers would say without knowing anything youĀ“re going through)
 
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lita-lassi

lita-lassi

let me spell it out for you: go to hell
Sep 25, 2023
566
do hypothetical reasons count?
 
divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Visionary
Jan 1, 2024
2,403
Because most suicide attempts fail and you could end up worse off and a vegetable

"bEcUse yUo HaVE sO mUcH tO LiVe fOr" (as the pro-lifers would say without knowing anything youĀ“re going through)
I hate this statement more than anything
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
3,654
Death is permanent. To CTB is (quite literally) the last thing you can do in your life. There's no promise we can percieve anything after death, which can bring solace and peace to some and horrifying to others. After all, our entire lives have been nothing but perceiving things.

You can always hold off another day to CTB, but if/when you do the act and succeed, you can't go back. Nobody here will ever encourage you to do it, but we respect your decision in the end regardless. SaSu's pro choice, not pro-life or pro-death.
Why is that a bad thing? Isn't permanence good? After all, why would anybody want a temporary solution over a permanent one? Not to mention at how it's impossible to regret killing yourself after you die since dead people can't perceive anything like you said.

You say "if/when you do the act and succeed, you can't go back" but wouldn't such a sentence be incoherent because, after death, there is no "you" anymore?
Because most suicide attempts fail and you could end up worse off and a vegetable
This is the best reason here imo
 
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divinemistress36

Visionary
Jan 1, 2024
2,403
A lot of people do recover. Only a tiny tiny percentage of people have untreatable MH illnesses and go on to CTB.

Sadly I am in the untreatable group but it's very possible you can recover.
Me too
 
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cosmic_traveler

cosmic_traveler

Eternal Spirit Experiencing a Human Moment
Dec 23, 2023
311
There are hundreds of reasons.

Puppies.
Kittens.
Axolotls.
Eclipse 8 April 2024.
Eclipse 12 August 2026.
New music.
New movies.
New books.
New TV shows.
New family members (babies).
New families (weddings).
New horizons (travel).
Making new friends.
Making new memories.
Conquering new challenges.
Finding satisfaction with life.

If you're like me, you probably have little to no interest in the list provided. When we're so set to commit suicide it's easy to say, fuck it I don't care. We recommend that you search for something to live for instead of an excuse to not kill yourself. Big hugs. Be well on your journey.
 
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Coconteppi

Coconteppi

It was a cool lil place. Just missing something :)
Mar 14, 2024
121
Personally, I think the greatest reason not to ctb is because you only get one guaranteed life. Death is perminate.
Why is that a bad thing? Isn't permanence good? After all, why would anybody want a temporary solution over a permanent one? Not to mention at how it's impossible to regret killing yourself after you die since dead people can't perceive anything like you said.

I don't believe ctb is a solution rather than a choice. Death could be nothing like @HereTomorrow mentioned. Or it could be something, theres no way to know. (Who knows, you might still be able to regret) It could be worse or better, or something incomparable to life. So by choosing to ctb you are accepting the possibility of anything after death.

I am not the right person to ask this question. But the fact that you're only guaranteed one life. It could be considered a waste to cut it short rather than to live it to the fullest understanding you'll face whatever death is later regardless.

Life/Death are only modes. There is no good reason to ctb or to live. "Since your only guaranteed one life might as well tough it out, and make it feel meaningful." Is probably the most reasonable resson not to ctb.

But I'd love to hear your thoughts! This is a question I wish I thoight to ask on SaSu. It's something I've always wished I could ask people I know. :)

(I am a bit stoned right now too so sorry for any grammatical errors!) :P
 
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bookie

main character of sasu
Mar 31, 2024
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Books
 
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uzuf86

Too many mistakes and regrets
Jan 1, 2024
232
Everyone's situation is different. What did you go through in life that warrants your ctb?
Can the damage be reversed? Is it too late?


What is your mental health today?

There are too many factors involved and with a person like me where there is no way back in to life, ctb is the only way out
 

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