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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
Halloween... xmas, summer, whatever it is, witnessing people living while as i crawl day after day in the void just to spend a day over and over again, watching lives through glass walls.
 
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Sad_Sack

Experienced
Oct 3, 2022
261
I'm right there with you. I feel like there is a horrible fog between me and everything and everyone. Today is my favorite holiday and its just a torture session. I can't feel anything anymore. Just physical pain, dizziness, frustration and sadness. This is the last Halloween I have with my daughter at home as she is moving across country to live with her boyfriend and I can't even be present in it. Ftw.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,329
Any of those holidays are just another day to me. They don't affect my life at all, not that I care about commercialised forced optimism anyway. I see that as being irritating. But summer is the worst time of year to me, I really hate the hot weather, it just makes everything worse.
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
Any of those holidays are just another day to me. They don't affect my life at all, not that I care about commercialised forced optimism anyway. I see that as being irritating. But summer is the worst time of year to me, I really hate the hot weather, it just makes everything worse.
For me xmas is the worst... it only last two weeks but... all the families celebrating and you almost alone it tears me apart. I used to like summer but now its a source of anxiety.
 
theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,416
i feel the same
 
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sleeps

sleeps

being a thing
Oct 12, 2022
69
im dreading having to answer the question "what did you do for Halloween?"

nothing. im not a person. i barely exist
 
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