metalpi

metalpi

Member
Feb 13, 2023
52
I'm going to try to commit this Monday or Tuesday.

My package comes today or tomorrow and if I don't pass I'll let you guys know, obviously lol

I'm so tired, I'm in so much pain. Opiate withdrawals are kicking my ass and I have 5 more days of this shit unless I die or don't die and continue to take the heroin. I bought a gram so it would be a shame if I do die because I'm not sure who else is going to do it lol, enough jokes, I'm just tired and I refuse to go through with all of this pain and trauma anymore.

I hope I can have peace soon

I'll notify you guys today in the afternoon if I haven't received the package or not and then on Tuesday if I receive it if it worked or not and how it was
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,869
I'm going to try to commit this Monday or Tuesday.

My package comes today or tomorrow and if I don't pass I'll let you guys know, obviously lol

I'm so tired, I'm in so much pain. Opiate withdrawals are kicking my ass and I have 5 more days of this shit unless I die or don't die and continue to take the heroin. I bought a gram so it would be a shame if I do die because I'm not sure who else is going to do it lol, enough jokes, I'm just tired and I refuse to go through with all of this pain and trauma anymore.

I hope I can have peace soon

I'll notify you guys today in the afternoon if I haven't received the package or not and then on Tuesday if I receive it if it worked or not and how it was
Hope you find peace and everything goes as planned
 
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Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
627
That's a world of hurt you're in. Hope it gets here soon, and I hope this goes well for you. Not a bad way to go at all.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,535
I hope all goes well for you. May you find the peace & freedom you are searching for! Good luck!
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
I'm going to try to commit this Monday or Tuesday.

My package comes today or tomorrow and if I don't pass I'll let you guys know, obviously lol

I'm so tired, I'm in so much pain. Opiate withdrawals are kicking my ass and I have 5 more days of this shit unless I die or don't die and continue to take the heroin. I bought a gram so it would be a shame if I do die because I'm not sure who else is going to do it lol, enough jokes, I'm just tired and I refuse to go through with all of this pain and trauma anymore.

I hope I can have peace soon

I'll notify you guys today in the afternoon if I haven't received the package or not and then on Tuesday if I receive it if it worked or not and how it was
im sorry life has been hard on you - thinking of you and wishing you a peaceful transition <3
 
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metalpi

metalpi

Member
Feb 13, 2023
52
I'm oddly excited for this to happen 😅
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,920
I understand why you would be looking forward to leaving this dreadful existence, I hope that you find peace from all the suffering.
 
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metalpi

metalpi

Member
Feb 13, 2023
52
My package hasn't come yet expecting it tomorrow

I'm currently using kratom to ease and withdrawal from suboxone until I get the heroin
 
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youwantitdarker

youwantitdarker

Member
Feb 18, 2023
51
hey man, wishing you peace 🤍
 
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metalpi

metalpi

Member
Feb 13, 2023
52
Online it says it should come tomorrow :/ I don't really want to wait
 
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metalpi

metalpi

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Feb 13, 2023
52
Still waiting
 
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metalpi

metalpi

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Feb 13, 2023
52
I don't want to wait anymore. These withdrawals are making me lose my mind
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
I don't want to wait anymore. These withdrawals are making me lose my mind
I'm sorry your going through withdrawals
They fucking suck and it's so hard to kick the habit, I hope you find peace in life or death, if you ctb I'll see you soon, god speed
I don't want to wait anymore. These withdrawals are making me lose my mind
I'm sorry your going through withdrawals
They fucking suck and it's so hard to kick the habit, I hope you find peace in life or death, if you ctb I'll see you soon, god speed
 
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sorrowful

sorrowful

My exhaustion knows no end
Feb 13, 2023
284
sorry man, i know how tough withdrawals are. wishing you the best.
 
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Cthelll’s_tENDrils

Member
May 24, 2023
11
I'm going to try to commit this Monday or Tuesday.

My package comes today or tomorrow and if I don't pass I'll let you guys know, obviously lol

I'm so tired, I'm in so much pain. Opiate withdrawals are kicking my ass and I have 5 more days of this shit unless I die or don't die and continue to take the heroin. I bought a gram so it would be a shame if I do die because I'm not sure who else is going to do it lol, enough jokes, I'm just tired and I refuse to go through with all of this pain and trauma anymore.

I hope I can have peace soon

I'll notify you guys today in the afternoon if I haven't received the package or not and then on Tuesday if I receive it if it worked or not and how it was
I was considering trying to use opioids to ctb. I don't have any experience sourcing heroin though, so you have any recommendations?
 
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5alvia

Member
Jun 20, 2023
10
I was considering trying to use opioids to ctb. I don't have any experience sourcing heroin though, so you have any recommendations?
Do you know anyone who can get any other drugs? From experience, they'll probably know where to find different substances. Don't ask an addict to get some for you, no disrespect but I've been an addict and the warped view of life can definitely make a person untrustworthy.
 
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Cthelll’s_tENDrils

Member
May 24, 2023
11
Do you know anyone who can get any other drugs? From experience, they'll probably know where to find different substances. Don't ask an addict to get some for you, no disrespect but I've been an addict and the warped view of life can definitely make a person untrustworthy.
I have a friend that might be able to get me acid but I have to tiptoe around stuff because he OD'd on heroin himself and almost died despite not being suicidal. He also knows I don't do hard drugs so I would have to get a contact he may or not have and then maybe try to see if THAT guy knows somebody
 
metalpi

metalpi

Member
Feb 13, 2023
52
I was considering trying to use opioids to ctb. I don't have any experience sourcing heroin though, so you have any recommendations?
dark net
Do you know anyone who can get any other drugs? From experience, they'll probably know where to find different substances. Don't ask an addict to get some for you, no disrespect but I've been an addict and the warped view of life can definitely make a person untrustworthy.
Darknet
I'm so upset it's still not here, I'm going to cry
 
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