Venting Getting SN abducted has done nothing but damage

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It was my only weekend to get major projects in order before a busy month ahead but instead the cops and 2 firetrucks show up at my house at 2am on a Friday night and interrogate me. They take my SN from my apartment, threatening involuntary inpatient if I don't let them, and wear f*cking hazmat suits for the whole ordeal, freaking out all of my neighbors.

I had a busy month planned because I am trying so hard to not be depressed. It was the only weekend I had all month to get things in order. I had it all planned out and was excited. I had my partner free up their schedule to help me with projects. But instead they kept me up until 6am on Friday, had the nerve to call me at 9am waking me up to make sure I didn't kill myself, and now social services they're calling me twice a day. Making me think about the whole situation even more. Any moment I get a break from thinking about how depressed I am, I get a phone call reminding me all over again. My sleep schedule is screwed for a busy week ahead, my energy is depleted, and I'm feeling more depressed than I was before. Had to spend all weekend recovering. Nothing that needed done could get done, and now I'm missing out on some major opportunities that were coming up this week. All I'm thinking about is CTB and I'm too depressed to even move forward with this month.

It was so unnecessary and I'm left not feeling like "wow guess I won't CTB" like those idiots think they're doing, but rather Im just numb to the idea of using more painful methods now. It's bullshit. Thanks for nothing. These people really think they're saving lives but they're just maximizing painful CTB. At this point I would rather have SN suppliers require proof of age to prevent stupid minors into buying. Minors aren't developed enough to CTB as an informed decision anyway and it's only when the minors get involved does everyone else get punished.

 

[ChildrensITV]

Sorry this happened to you. Hopefully you can find another way.

 

[TraumaEscapee:)]

Yeah, so I have seen a lot of these threads. I didn't have any SN taken away from me. Yesterday police did rock up at my home though for a welfare check. They were really sweet actually. They asked me a lot of questions and they kept calling it a suicide kit. From what I gather and believe it looks like IC has been busted and he (KL) potentially made a list with our details on it. I say this because they gave a few hints when they came yesterday. They said they didn't know when the SN was purchased. They didn't know how long ago. If they had his emails, bank transactions they would have known when the SN was sold to each person who was on the list. They would have had dates from the emails, and dates on the bank statements. It looks like KL got rid of the bank statements and emails, and kept either a diary or a file listing people's personal details. That's just what I picked up. They said they received intelligence that some people had bought suicide kits and my name was on that list. I believe they have busted the company because a girl called Neha Raju ctb'd. She left evidence behind from what I read. If you open the link IC is mentioned in it. I have heard reports that KL has been covertly watched for years though so who knows. It's odd that they suddenly started visiting now. After all I bought the SN last year. If I had died it would be abit too late wouldn't it?

https://www.judiciary.uk/wp-content/uploads/2022/10/Neha-Raju-Prevention-of-future-deaths-report-2022-0319_Published-1.pdf

 

[FireWalkWithMe]

It seems kinda crazy how hard some of the cops have been going in the US. Knocking doors down, suits etc. Completely over the top.

In the UK it is more like a cursory check to see you're still alive and asking a few questions. It's bad, it's potentially embarrassing and awkward, but it isn't so extreme.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's so horrible what has been happening to people, it disgusts me how suicidal people get punished and suffer even more simply for planning a way to die. The police really should just leave suicidal people alone, to try and force somebody to stay here against their wishes is inhumane, I think the fact that suicidal people are treated this badly just proves that this world undeniably is such a hellish place.

 

[ThisIsLife]

Yes, instead of fucking our lives one by one they decided they would do it all at once.

Police, fire trucks and hazmat suits at 2AM is not what i call a "welfare check", but that's the classic vicious vocabulary they use to make it look like they give a shit.
Nice for the people you live with and your reputation in the neighboorhood, cause that's not how they proceed with drug lords at all...

I guess they gave suicidal people soooo many reasons to live with that genius move.

When you think about how criminals get away with so much shit and don't even get treated the way they're treating vulnerable people, it's disgusting and it proves that they don't even know what the fuck they're doing with tax-payers money.

So many ressources wasted only to do the opposite of what's "intended" (IF the intention was to help to begin with).

 

[Dot]

Yeah, so I have seen a lot of these threads. I didn't have any SN taken away from me. Yesterday police did rock up at my home though for a welfare check. They were really sweet actually. They asked me a lot of questions and they kept calling it a suicide kit. From what I gather and believe it looks like IC has been busted and he (KL) potentially made a list with our details on it. I say this because they gave a few hints when they came yesterday. They said they didn't know when the SN was purchased. They didn't know how long ago. If they had his emails, bank transactions they would have known when the SN was sold to each person who was on the list. They would have had dates from the emails, and dates on the bank statements. It looks like KL got rid of the bank statements and emails, and kept either a diary or a file listing people's personal details. That's just what I picked up. They said they received intelligence that some people had bought suicide kits and my name was on that list. I believe they have busted the company because a girl called Neha Raju ctb'd. She left evidence behind from what I read. If you open the link IC is mentioned in it. I have heard reports that KL has been covertly watched for years though so who knows. It's odd that they suddenly started visiting now. After all I bought the SN last year. If I had died it would be abit too late wouldn't it?

https://www.judiciary.uk/wp-content/uploads/2022/10/Neha-Raju-Prevention-of-future-deaths-report-2022-0319_Published-1.pdf

Kenneth Law (SN Provider) investigated by UK News provider

A British news corporation has seemed to have done an investigation into the SN provider who I know is used frequently and details have been passed around to be used for a while now. The investigation is titled 'Revealed: the chef selling poison to suicidal youngsters'. Here is the pasted out...

sanctioned-suicide.net

IC wre recntly xposed in mdia -- tht triggrd all th/ visits

 

[Meliæ]

You need to tell them exactly what you wrote. And tell them not to call again. Tell them you're not suicidal. Tell them not to call again