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Paradox_
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- Jul 2, 2019
- 16
It's feeling like end times to me. I've been suicidal on and off for the last twenty years (since I was 12), and I can just feel the end coming for me. I can't remember the last time I've wanted to die consistently for this long. I have my SN ready to go. I just don't know what will tip me over into action. When do I give in? How does one make this decision? I'm trapped in the prison of my mind, but the transition to death feels pretty scary.