Get me out of here

[divinemistress36]

The dissociation and depersonalization from ptsd is enough to drive anyone mad. Nothing is real

 

[onthefence]

So sorry

 

[Pluto]

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

It feels like being in a dream is how I describe it. It's horrid and scary. So sorry for your suffering

 

[CatLvr]

The dissociation and depersonalization from ptsd is enough to drive anyone mad. Nothing is realView attachment 161166

Bless your heart. I have not disassociated in years but do remember those events and sympathize. I hope you get better soon.

 

[grapevoid]

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Agreed. I feel like I live in 2 worlds. The one I create when triggered and small flashes of reality.

 

[divinemistress36]

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I love that you have a cat meme for everything

 

[CatLvr]

I love that you have a cat meme for everything

Right?!?!? Me, too!!

 

[yellowjester]

I love that you have a cat meme for everything

I think he just searchers '[insert topic at hand] cat meme" on Google each time. I don't think he has a folder with all these saved on his computer.

 

[Kali_Yuga13]

I was doing okay for a couple of weeks but that feeing has returned. I'm not sure all the symptoms of DPDR as I'm not diagnosed but my escape is researching time travel with reincarnation and other esoteric topics after. As long as it feels possible that I can go back and fix things or wake tomorrow with this life having been a bad dream I can pull through another day and occupy my time hunting for answers in weird corners of the Internet. In this way DPDR is a comfy escape. If I truly examine my predicament for what it is I feel like a cat in a pillowcase with an urgent need to claw my way out of this life.

 

[sadsoni]

i love your badass profile pic @divinemistress36

 

[Fall_Apart]

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I understand what you feel. The first time I had derealization and depersonalization it was driving me crazy. The feeling of observing life as if I were watching a movie was devastating, even to the point of hearing my own voice as that of a stranger. Finding yourself in the evening asking yourself "did I really do this thing or did I just dream it?". Only those who have lived these experiences can understand what hell it can be.

 

[needthebus]

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i'm sorry you are feeling bad but always like you're posts. your one of my favorite people on SaSu.

hope you feel better today