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Mio_Kamimachi

Mio_Kamimachi

Too pale to bleed. Too drained to care.
May 4, 2026
69
i am too young to be carrying this much terror in my chest.
i am too young to spend every waking second just fighting to exist.
why do you have to strip away every single piece of my soul?
why do you need to break me down until there is nothing left but shame?
what did i do to make you hate me this much?

I AM JUST TRYING TO SURVIVE!

stop treating my life like it is something for you to destroy.
stop crushing my last shred of self worth.
stop putting your disgusting hands on me.

GET AWAY FROM ME!

leave me alone! let me breathe! let me live!
stop hurting me! stop touching me! stop degradig me!

I HATE YOU!

why are you doing this to me?
why do you need to beat and cut me.
why are you doing this to me!
i just want to survive.
why do you hate me so much.
please i just wanted help.
please just get your fingers out of me.

YOU PIECE OF HUMAN SCUM!
 
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bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
582
You are suffering so much and it honestly saddens me a lot. You don't deserve to go through such terrible things. Having to bear so much at a young age must be so difficult. Just know you are in my thoughts and prayers. I love you and am wishing the best for you. ❤️
 
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