samishii
What's the point?
- Dec 24, 2021
- 103
So recently, shit got worse in my life, failed out of my University, don't really have anything else left but two options-
1-End it ASAP
2-Call up my parents tell them what's going on which I don't have the guts to do and is going to end up with me going back home where I would continue to live a life which I cant imagine living
So, I chose the 1st option.
Now I've been considering the option of synthesizing CO using formic acid and sulfuric acid and I have a few questions regarding that.
I am able to buy Formic acid on amzn (75% instead of the recommended 85% but I think it can be used with some basic stoichiometric adjustments).
For Sulfuric acid, I cant find it there, they sell drain cleaners but I don't know for sure if it is H2SO4 and what its concentration is.
I am preferring amzn because I don't really have a lot of time to wait for the delivery from other sources, neither do I know if they are trustworthy.
The other thing, I live in a shared apartment, and saw some article somewhere that CO can go through walls and be lethal for the neighbors which is the last thing I want.
For anyone thinking I am being Impulsive, I am not, I have been thinking of leaving for a long time (I am not giving a more details because I don't want to make this a venting post.
: )
Any kind of Feedback and/or tips are welcome.
P.S.- I am in Germany
1-End it ASAP
2-Call up my parents tell them what's going on which I don't have the guts to do and is going to end up with me going back home where I would continue to live a life which I cant imagine living
So, I chose the 1st option.
Now I've been considering the option of synthesizing CO using formic acid and sulfuric acid and I have a few questions regarding that.
I am able to buy Formic acid on amzn (75% instead of the recommended 85% but I think it can be used with some basic stoichiometric adjustments).
For Sulfuric acid, I cant find it there, they sell drain cleaners but I don't know for sure if it is H2SO4 and what its concentration is.
I am preferring amzn because I don't really have a lot of time to wait for the delivery from other sources, neither do I know if they are trustworthy.
The other thing, I live in a shared apartment, and saw some article somewhere that CO can go through walls and be lethal for the neighbors which is the last thing I want.
For anyone thinking I am being Impulsive, I am not, I have been thinking of leaving for a long time (I am not giving a more details because I don't want to make this a venting post.
: )
Any kind of Feedback and/or tips are welcome.
P.S.- I am in Germany
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