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TiredHorse

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I just realized that I've written over 50 typed pages of notes and instructions to be found or mailed upon my ctb. That's not counting the 120 pages of user/maintenance manual I just wrote for the next owner of the wooden boat I've had for the last 30 years (my prized posession).

There's an old joke among writers: Did you hear about the Russian author who committed suicide? He jumped off the top of his manuscript...

Maybe I have Russian DNA I didn't know about.
 
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TheLastTrip

TheLastTrip

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Nov 2, 2018
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:pfff:

Well you did say your job was writing didn't you?

I've written documents like before for work, but never for catching a bus! lol
 
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NemoZeno

Quae Est Absurdum
Nov 6, 2018
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There's an old joke among writers: Did you hear about the Russian author who committed suicide? He jumped off the top of his manuscript...

Hah! I like that...it reminds me of Philip Mainländer: " on the night on April 1, 1876, Mainländer hanged himself in his residence in Offenbach, using a pile of copies of (his book) The Philosophy of Redemption (which had arrived the previous day from his publisher) as a platform."

It's too bad I don't have a writing spirit...would totally do the same thing so that this "tradition" continues.
 
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TiredHorse

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Well you did say your job was writing didn't you?
Yep. Three completed novels, plus I'm 5.5 books into a 9-book series, each book about 140k words (700 pages) --and that's when the writer's block set up around me like concrete.

But apparently I can still write suicide notes...
 
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zzz919

I'm Nobody
Sep 19, 2018
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@TiredHorse ...... You should pick out some short excerpts of your work ...... And publish it here.
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I absolutely Love reading well written dark humor ...... Kurt Vonnegut is one of my favorite authors.
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TiredHorse

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My fiction writing --fantasy, sci-fi, and erotica; not much humor except as a subset of the latter category-- isn't very dark. I've got some pretty awful villains (I'm proud of their awfulness), and I enjoy dragging my heroes/heroines through the wringer (because that's what good writers do to heroes/heroines), and I enjoy writing scenes of personal violence (by villains) that make my readers flinch, but the stories are actually pretty optimistic.
 
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TheLastTrip

TheLastTrip

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Nov 2, 2018
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Hmmmmm, I love fantasy books, sci-fi to a lesser degree. Where can I buy a copy of one of your books bud?

I connect with your writing in your posts so I'd like to give one of your novels a try, and if you ctb then it would be nice to have read something you worked so hard to create.
 
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TiredHorse

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Thanks for the sentiment, TheLastTrip, but none of the novels made it into print. The big series I was working on when the writers block hit was tentatively picked up by a publisher --but that was dependant on completion, which it never will be, now. Most of what actually got published was erotica. Fantasy erotica, some of it, but not the majority.
 
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TheLastTrip

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Nov 2, 2018
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Well before you ctb feel free to send me a link to download a copy if you want. I would genuinely like to read it.
 
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Sayo

Sayo

Not 2B
Aug 22, 2018
520
Yep. Three completed novels, plus I'm 5.5 books into a 9-book series, each book about 140k words (700 pages) --and that's when the writer's block set up around me like concrete.

But apparently I can still write suicide notes...
How long has the block been there?

Being a publishing writer is a terrible job, I'm so sorry. I'm impressed by your output, and sorry for what you're going through with your art and publication... The self-marketing and rejection as a career drains your self esteem...

I have published, but I stopped writing due to writer's block and absolute disgust with the race to the bottom that is my particular aisle of the library. Simultaneously feel brutalised to produce and thwarted of expression... and atrophying.

Do you think publishers these days might be antsier about unfinished series due to readers' reactions to some modern writers? I find it very sad personally... some very great fiction is incomplete, including fantasy.

Well, there's truth in the Russian author joke, for sure. I really feel for you. Still, I'm glad you can tidy up your affairs in some way if need be.

I would also read, but I understand if you aren't interested. I grew up on all kinds of specfic.
 
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TiredHorse

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Nov 1, 2018
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I admit, I am flattered by people's interest in my writing. But I find myself reluctant to send my writing out into the world at this point, with my hopes to soon ctb. My art is a part of me, and I don't want any part of me to remain. Like a child, it would be different had it been "born" and exist on its own, but incomplete, ungestated, unrealized, it is something of myself that I want to end at the same time as the rest of me.

Part of that is because my ex, my Muse, whose leaving me solidified this writer's block, tried to demand that she be given equal say over the copyrights, and was furious when she learned I had willed them to my sister. She felt that because she had been my Muse, my encouragement, that the stories were equally hers. But my stories are my own. Not until they have come into this world by my choice are they anyone else's to control. So I am now very protective of them.

Do you think publishers these days might be antsier about unfinished series due to readers' reactions to some modern writers? I find it very sad personally... some very great fiction is incomplete, including fantasy.
Mostly the publishers are twitchy about gambling on a nine-book series by an unknown. They want to see the story complete, or they want a publishing record that assures them the writer can deliver the goods. It's a reasonable fear, in today's market, but it doesn't make it any easier for the writers.
 
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Sayo

Not 2B
Aug 22, 2018
520
That is very understandable. I have given up on the ideals of erasing myself or even any improper representation of myself, but I still refuse to send my art out into the world, inchoate and undecided, because I won't allow it to be improperly represented any more. That I can control at least that is comforting. Thank you for at least responding!

Part of that is because my ex, my Muse, whose leaving me solidified this writer's block, tried to demand that she be given equal say over the copyrights, and was furious when she learned I had willed them to my sister. She felt that because she had been my Muse, my encouragement, that the stories were equally hers. But my stories are my own. Not until they have come into this world by my choice are they anyone else's to control. So I am now very protective of them.

What a violation. I am sorry for such a profound loss. This paragraph pretty much answers every question I had - thank you.
 
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TiredHorse

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I still refuse to send my art out into the world, inchoate and undecided, because I won't allow it to be improperly represented any more. That I can control at least that is comforting.
Yes, you do understand. Thank you.
 
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longingforrelease

longingforrelease

Specialist
Oct 27, 2018
381
Yep. Three completed novels, plus I'm 5.5 books into a 9-book series, each book about 140k words (700 pages) --and that's when the writer's block set up around me like concrete.

But apparently I can still write suicide notes...
were/are you an academic?
 
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TiredHorse

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were/are you an academic?
No, just a fiction writer. Aside from that, jack-of-all-trades: FF/EMT, wilderness education, woodworker/patternmaker, sailor/rigger...

House-spouse. Gods, I loved being a house-spouse for my beloved!
 
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longingforrelease

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Oct 27, 2018
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No, just a fiction writer. Aside from that, jack-of-all-trades: FF/EMT, wilderness education, woodworker/patternmaker, sailor/rigger...

House-spouse. Gods, I loved being a house-spouse for my beloved!
very cool!
 
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