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Hermann
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- Nov 10, 2020
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So, I was considering SN, but that seems to become increasingly difficult to get. I also don't want the relatives with whom I live with to notice that I ordered it. A while ago I 'tested' how partial suspension would feel. I tried it with a bathrobe belt, but it was just very uncomfortable. I have a thick Adam's apple, so the belt was pushing it backwards, which made me feel nauseous. When I tried to let myself pass out, I wasn't even able to. I think the arteries are kind of barricaded by my Adam's apple and recessed chin.
Now that getting SN has become more difficult, I considered going to cbt with full suspension, using a 10mm mountain climbers rope.
One thing that holds me back is the horrifying face after hanging. If I would do it, I'll put a beanie over my whole face. The other factor is the brain damage if I fail, because that would only reduce the quality of life more. Of course I need to get it right the first time. Should I take a higher risk and try to get SN anway? The method sounds less uncomfortable.
What are your thoughts on the pro's and con's of both hanging and SN?
Now that getting SN has become more difficult, I considered going to cbt with full suspension, using a 10mm mountain climbers rope.
One thing that holds me back is the horrifying face after hanging. If I would do it, I'll put a beanie over my whole face. The other factor is the brain damage if I fail, because that would only reduce the quality of life more. Of course I need to get it right the first time. Should I take a higher risk and try to get SN anway? The method sounds less uncomfortable.
What are your thoughts on the pro's and con's of both hanging and SN?