Help full suspension hanging attempt

[yonise4]

It's hard to overcome si. i plan to hopefully do it later today, i was planning to do it yesterday but my sister decided to stay home all day. My other attempt was on monday I took some sleeping pills and got high I didn't pass out once i applied pressure to my arteries but idk if i would've if i stayed longer. i was sweating and just super dizzy but anytime i lowered a little bit id start like coughing im not sure about the correct feeling i should be looking for. i just remember my lips kind of tingling and feeling really lightheaded but idk if i would've passed out because i felt like that for a minute and si took over and i managed to get out

 

[hunyen420]

Best of luck if you decide to go through with it, I hope you find peace elsewhere.