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cubibibibism

cubibibibism

an empty bliss beyond this world
Oct 1, 2025
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I HATE MY LIFE THE FUCKING COMPANY WONT SELL ME SN WITHOUT A REASON GOD I KNEW IT. ARGHHHHHHHHH. does anyone have any tips about acquiring SN (in australia) + maybe sources…thank you so much in advance…

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cubibibibism

cubibibibism

an empty bliss beyond this world
Oct 1, 2025
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say u need for lab use
the only thing is i don't want to get in legal trouble. also, i will need lots of proper information that's hard to make up.
 
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Spite

Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
387
I don't have any advice sadly but I just wanted to say I'm also in Australia and I hate how difficult it is to CTB here. I wish I could go out with a gunshot to the head but obtaining firearms here is almost impossible.
 
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cubibibibism

an empty bliss beyond this world
Oct 1, 2025
31
I don't have any advice sadly but I just wanted to say I'm also in Australia and I hate how difficult it is to CTB here. I wish I could go out with a gunshot to the head but obtaining firearms here is almost impossible.
yeah :( so real. i'm considering partial hanging atp, because i really, really don't want to get in legal trouble buying chemicals. that would be horrible.
 
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somebodyfromeast

somebodyfromeast

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Sep 1, 2025
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I don't have any advice sadly but I just wanted to say I'm also in Australia and I hate how difficult it is to CTB here. I wish I could go out with a gunshot to the head but obtaining firearms here is almost impossible.
I'm sorry, I just couldn't help myself...
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darkizz

darkizz

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For me just telling them its for experiments worked, but im also not from austrailia soo idk maybe just say you wanted to process meat and if you get in trouble play the dump card like: Dont you use it for that.. what i need special one that does not kill me ohh my im so silly thank you officer.. :3
 
cubibibibism

cubibibibism

an empty bliss beyond this world
Oct 1, 2025
31
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For me just telling them its for experiments worked, but im also not from austrailia soo idk maybe just say you wanted to process meat and if you get in trouble play the dump card like: Dont you use it for that.. what i need special one that does not kill me ohh my im so silly thank you officer.. :3
heheheheh
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand, it's just so cruel, terrible and dreadful to me how the option to reliably cease existing is denied, I always wish for a poison like that and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just access it, all I want is to be permanently free from this torturous existence, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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It'sFine

It'sFine

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Jun 12, 2025
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I HATE MY LIFE THE FUCKING COMPANY WONT SELL ME SN WITHOUT A REASON GOD I KNEW IT. ARGHHHHHHHHH. does anyone have any tips about acquiring SN (in australia) + maybe sources…thank you so much in advance…

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Oh Australia? I live there too!
 
cubibibibism

cubibibibism

an empty bliss beyond this world
Oct 1, 2025
31
Oh Australia? I live there too!
nice!!
I understand, it's just so cruel, terrible and dreadful to me how the option to reliably cease existing is denied, I always wish for a poison like that and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just access it, all I want is to be permanently free from this torturous existence, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
thank you for your kind words 🩷 i wish you peace as well :)
 
closetoyou

closetoyou

Member
Aug 19, 2025
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also from aus and yeah all local places seemed to have locked sn up by this point, and international's also a pita atp
 
Hiro Uchiha

Hiro Uchiha

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
291
I GIGGLED. spider suicide, anyone?
Hahaha
Wild to think of but not entirely a new idea. Envenomation suicides are not common, but there are recorded successful attempts. However, I think this method will fall onto the "do not attempt" for obvious reasons.
 
cubibibibism

cubibibibism

an empty bliss beyond this world
Oct 1, 2025
31
Hahaha
Wild to think of but not entirely a new idea. Envenomation suicides are not common, but there are recorded successful attempts. However, I think this method will fall onto the "do not attempt" for obvious reasons.
oh my gosh 🫠🫠 and yeah lol
also, if i'm not mistaken, you're new here! hello and welcome :)
also from aus and yeah all local places seemed to have locked sn up by this point, and international's also a pita atp
I KNOW IT, IT SUCKS SO BAD 😭😭😭😭😭 it's just a much better option than partial hanging/ligature strangulation to me :(
 
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