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Spectre
I am serious about not taking things seriously
- Nov 27, 2023
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I can in no way relate to people who use adversity to become a better person. I am constantly furious and am only ever able to calm down by using Zopiclone and sleeping medications to induce sleep. I want revenge on those people, their loved ones and everything they ever care about. I don't want to "talk about it" with some funny doctor, I want REVENGE. If I ever get out of this and into recovery I swear to become the most cruel, vindictive, evil hearted, problematic and self-interested person alive. Being a good person has gotten me nowhere and all I want right now is to hurt as many people as possible and cruelly as possible.
Reading that back I recognize it was really edgy and kinda cringe but I still feel exactly that way. This world was not designed for good people and I think I've finally gotten that message.
Reading that back I recognize it was really edgy and kinda cringe but I still feel exactly that way. This world was not designed for good people and I think I've finally gotten that message.